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Remembering

Have I written about this before or was it a draft?

I… have no idea what ur about to talk about my love…

Hmmm… I’m just thinking about it…

Thinking about what?

U know some of my Taiwanese friends.

I do. I know them from Melbourne.

No u don’t.

Yes I do 🤣🤣🤣

No! Not those friends. Other friends. And not that Melbourne. Another Melbourne!!!

Right…

It was maybe 2015, 2016 Melbourne. I only briefed visited. And u happened to be there?!

Was I?!?!

Then… I don’t know… was it 2017? 2018?

It couldn’t have been 2019…

What?

U were here…

Was I?!?!?!

U hung out with me and my Taiwanese friends?!

Did I?!?!?! How did I do that?!?!?!

I can’t remember…. but we did all hang out… U TOOK THE PHOTO.

“I” took the photo?!

Yes!!! You took the photo so then you wouldn’t be IN the photo!!!

You’ve met some of my Taiwanese friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have?!?!?! 🤣🤣🤣 (Hysterical giggling!!!)

I didn’t imagine it. A Taiwanese friend brought u up before… this is a different memory.

What memory?

She asked “What if Fernando came back into ur life to chase u?”

I said, “what do u mean? Wait, how do u know Fernando?”

And she said “Older Brother!”

And I was like “How do U know older brother?!”

And she’s like “I met him in Melbourne!”

And I’m like, “Wait. U were with me for that trip?!”

And yes, she tagged along!

Then she added “Yes I met Older Brother and Fernando and Fernando came to Gold Coast to visit you and he met our other Taiwanese group of friends. Remember? We were all at that coffee shop. He took the photo.”

Me: “Oh… yeah that was so random like why is Fernando hanging out with me and my Taiwanese friends?!?!?!”

🤣🤣🤣 yes… u friend zoned me. That’s why…

Why did I friend zone u?

Sigh… I was semi-Trainwreck. I was trying to clean up from Trainwreck… but I didn’t get there yet…

What year would u say ur fully clean?

2025.

🥺 The year your back pain started?!

There was problems earlier than that but I just drank a lot of alcohol to mask the pain…

Oh… that makes it worse tho…

Exactly 😅 so this is my detox year. I have to detox from all of that.

Hmmm… were u drinking when u hung out with me and my Taiwanese friends?!?!

I drank after… I was depressed because u friend zoned me…

I think I remember u walking away from our table at the café to smoke… 🚬

U were still smoking!!!

Yeah… I was… which was also why u friend zoned me. “I’M NOT DATING A SMOKER!”

Yeah……

R u still that sensitive about cigarettes?

Babe. I can smell it on my coworkers I just act polite. I try to maintain a neutral face.

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 ROFLMAO!!!

I’m not as bothered by vaping… other coworkers vape, I can smell it too but it’s not as bad as cigarettes… to me…

Okay…

R u gonna start vaping again?

I might… when I’m nervous… about seeing u again… yeah… maybe on the first few dates… I’m gonna be nervous…

That’s okay…

It is?!?!?

Yes…

I love u 🥺❤️

I love u too 🤗❤️