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New Music?

What do u think bb?

Why does it look like ur standing in the middle of an AA meeting?

😅😅😅 because I’m addicted to u, and I miss u! That’s the metaphor…

Mmm…

U don’t like it?

The song feels like an adapted draft?

What?

It’s like there’s a first draft version of that song with way more specific details about me and our relationship and then it got cut, snipped and edited, maybe even translated to turn into a more generic song for public consumption that doesn’t have any identifiers or Easter eggs for us and our relationship.

🤣🤣🤣 I love u… ur so smart 🥰

That’s what happened, isn’t it?

U inspired the song, the first draft… but yes then it kept changing and changing

What moment was ur inspiration?

Sigh… the night after Golden Retriever puppy visited u at ur work… I just sat in my hotel room by myself thinking about everything up to that point…

Did u regret how u behaved?

Yes… but then I didn’t know what to do about it and I started writing the first version of these lyrics…

In what language?

Actually, English… it just changed and morphed over time. There’ll be more songs with variations of those feelings in various languages…

But I don’t think that’s very positive music. 

It’s not…? 😳

Just feels like such a bummer, it’s depressing…

I was SO DEPRESSED THAT NIGHT 😭😭😭💔💔💔

Babe… nobody told u to come in acting like a scrappy little boy, wearing a basketball jersey and “flip flops” — nobody said u HAD to dress like that to see me!

😅😅🤣🤣🤣🤣 it seems funny NOW because you finally remembered me but at that time I felt that I had to do it!!! I even risked being recognised and I did get recognised!!!!!!!!!!

So what? I didn’t know who u were.

WHICH MADE ME LOVE U MORE!!! 😅🤣🤣😭😭😭💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️ THIS WHOLE THING IS MAKING ME LAUGH AND CRY!!!

Lol… 😏💕 ur so silly…

I kept replaying ur facial expressions… I still felt u were attracted to me but u were fighting something in ur mind…

YOU SAID YOU WERE 23 YEARS OLD.

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 (Hysterical giggles!!!)

Please don’t do that to me ever again.

Lolololol no, of course I won’t. I promise. Now it’s about coming to u exactly as I am. No sunglasses. No characters. It’s me. U know me.

I do… 😘❤️