Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

How r u my love?

I’m exhausted babe… physically, mentally, emotionally… not about us… but family stuff…

Awwwwww 🥺❤️

How can u hold the space for me? Don’t u have stress as well?

I don’t have that much stress…

What about ur family?

They’re just chillin. We don’t have that much family stress…

Wow. U must have really healthy parents.

Ummm… actually no?! Maybe I should give them a call?! Lol I haven’t checked… 😅

U haven’t checked in on ur parents?!?! While ur away on tour?!?!?!?

Older brother does that for me. I don’t need to check in that much! They’re just waiting for me to tell them that we’re engaged. That was the last update.

What………….. 😳

Last time I spoke to my parents. I said. “I’ve decided to chase this woman. Her name is Nicole. I’m gonna make her my wife. After the world tour.”

WHAT…………………. 🤯

(Giggles!!!) Older brother was in the family group chat too! He said “I actually went to school with her. She’s like my classmate. And the parents were like “oh… u met her thru older brother…” and just kinda relaxed about it.

WHAT??!?!?!?!?!?!??!! 😅😅😅😅😅

(Giggles) it’s okay! They let me just decide to marry whoever I want. It’s not a big deal. I’m making so much money. Nobody’s gonna stop me! I said “SHE IS THE WOMAN I WANT” and everybody just accepts it.

Sigh… because u have “rich man’s pickings” — people just assume ur rich, u can get the woman u want, as long as she is single. So they don’t care that much. It’s up to u, whoever u want.

And I want you!!! 😍😍😍😘😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Sigh… 😏💕

Meanwhile… I’m yet to see this all unfold in real life…

What r u talking about?! I’m already here!!!

Lol… I’m not THAT delulu in REAL LIFE. My mother hasn’t met u yet.

True…. I haven’t met her yet…

Sigh. It’s just constant… doctors and specialists and health check ups with her at the moment…

🥺❤️ is she ok?

Sigh … what about ur parents?

Older brother is there for them. Of course I wish I could be in two places at once. If it’s that bad older brother will let me know and I will need to excuse myself from other obligations but it hasn’t gotten to that point yet.

Is ur… are ur parents alright?!

They’re old! Like urs! It’s always something as well… but older brother is their go to person now. They just encourage me to keep doing what I do…

Well… at least ur paying for the best medical care for them right?

Yeah…

**Actually a part of me really wishes I could pick up the phone and call u right now to talk about all their problems. But another part of me is like, this is too soon! I want our ROMANCE. I don’t want to bother u about this stuff**

What about Fernando? Why can’t Fernando talk about it on live?

**It doesn’t make sense… his parents aren’t as old as ours…**

**He’s Gen Z….**

Well what if he has an Uncle or Aunty that he’s worried about? Or grandparents?

**U don’t know the lore about his grandparents?**

No…? Vaguely? Not really. There’s gaps in my knowledge. 

What is going on with the formatting of ur thoughts?

It’s the stupid WordPress app update!!! I can’t BOLD without minimising the keyboard and there’s no way to do that for paragraphs already written! The menu used to sit ABOVE the keyboard now it is hiding behind it!!!

Oh … 😅

The update sucks!!!!!! Anyway…

I forgot what we were talking about…

Ur parents?

I don’t want to ask u about their health problems and it’s too real to bring up as a narrative for Fernando. Older brother is more like their “health manager” now. I just pay for the expensive doctors and specialists. 

I see…

It does worry me at the back of my mind…

Sigh… I’ve been thinking I might try to buy Mum a homeopathic remedy tomorrow after work…

Homeopathic????

Yeah. Have u tried them before?

😳 I don’t know… what is that word?

Lol… lemme google… actually let me try copilot.

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Ummm… 😅 I still don’t get it…

Well I’m not a Homeopath so I don’t think I can do it justice in my explanations either.

But my understanding of it is that it’s more of an energetic medicine… and because Mum is already on so many medications and supplements, I don’t want to add more “stuff” — I think she needs energetic healing.

Reiki?

No love. I don’t have it in me to reiki my own mother. I even didn’t keep up ur 5 minutes! I’m sorry 🥺 I’m just not a reiki Master…

THAT’S OKAY 🤣🤣🤣

Anyway I’m thinking of a product for her, I have something in mind. It’s just available at pharmacies in Australia or health food stores. There’s some homeopathic brands that are around…

Okay… I’m still extremely confused but I’ll wait for ur updates… 😅

I feel like — homeopathy — as an energy medicine, helps if the person doesn’t wanna acknowledge their own underlying psychology triggers of their physical symptoms.

So the remedy is working on their energetic body.

This is getting too abstract for me.

Darling, u do martial arts. Do u believe that things hold energy?

Yes… 🤔

And humans have their own CRAP in their minds that will affect their physical bodies.

Uhuh…

And if that human doesn’t want to see a psychologist, then the ENERGY festers and causes worse and chronic physical ailments!

Right…

But things in the natural world has energy as well. U could sit next to a cabbage and experience its ENERGY.

Mmmm… 🤔… I could sit next to a cabbage…

Homeopathy has found a way to bottle up the ENERGY.

There’s a CABBAGE homeopathic remedy? 🥬

I don’t know, it’s just a random example.

Flowers. People love flowers. Not only for sweet smells. Flowers hold ENERGY.

Right…

My mother loves flowers. They’re healing something she doesn’t wanna deal with in a human talking psychology session.

The flowers ENERGY is healing her very subtly. It’s hard to measure with science.

Right… so this whole conversation about homeopathy is not based on science at all.

Homeopaths would disagree! They would say there’s a lot of scientific evidence for what they’ve been doing!

But the scientific community doesn’t actually acknowledge them…

Okay we’re going in so many different directions with this conversation. 

Does ur Mum just need to eat more cabbage? 🥬🤔

That’s not my point at all!!! 😣😣😣 omg I’m trying to explain about the ENERGY.

IT’S ENERGETIC MEDICINE.

Does that make sense?!?!?!

No… 😅… lolololol…

Sigh. Flower essences. Some would say is another form of homeopathy. Others would say it’s an energetic medicine but it’s not the same as homeopathy.

I feel like ur speaking English but I don’t understand a word of what ur saying my love.

Okay fine this conversation is too niche.

I’m thinking of buying Mum a hand cream from the pharmacy tomorrow and it has homeopathics and flower essences in the formula. I think that is partly what she needs and hopefully provides some relief.

Ur buying ur Mum a hand cream. That was the whole point?

Sigh. Yes. But it’s THAT FORMULA that I’m thinking of…

Okay… 😅 I think I just wanna know if it works. What’s going on with ur Mum’s hands?

She wouldn’t want me to tell the blog. My point is I’m gonna buy that cream for her and hopefully… whether it is a combination of my own knowledge, experience or intuitive instinct… it helps her situation…

Okay… 👀 I hope it works too then…

Sigh. I don’t like this conversation that much… I might delete later…

No!!! 🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Haha… 😘❤️