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Old Soul

I think I’m older than u…

Ur not…?

Not in legal age but my soul. My maturity. I think I’ve always been older and I’ve been waiting for u to catch up to me…

How were u older than me but also a trainwreck?

Okay in that aspect I was acting my age. But in other areas. There were things about our relationship that I could… sense?

That doesn’t make u older…

Well I feel older now

Uhuh, because you are… ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’•

But I feel even older than you…

(Giggles) ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿ’• okay?

I’m being serious.

I know.

I think I’m at a place in my career and everything that I feel older. I feel… like I’m taking charge…

You are taking charge. You’re my husband

But is that empowering for you? Do u feel empowered?

Yes, because we’re a team. It’s more equal than how it seems, and I don’t care if other people don’t get it. We’re soul mates, twin flames… we’re in this together.

Mmm…

It doesn’t matter who’s older. You’ll have your wiser moments at times, and so will I.

Who are u envisioning these days?

Frodo? Or William? The real you.

Not Fernando?

No, he’s like a backdrop… he’s cute but he’s not my man…

Oh…

Is that okay with you?

Yes… ๐Ÿ˜โค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ

It makes me feel more comfortable to come see you incognito… ๐Ÿ˜Ž

Lol… I can’t wait!!! But I have to wait but I can’t wait!!!!!!!! I WANT YOU HERE. NOW!!!!!!!!!!

๐Ÿ˜ˆโค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ you’re ready for me?

I’m sooooo beyond ready.

Just show up. Anywhere. In any context. In my current life. And I’m ready.

Even at ur new workplace? ๐Ÿ‘€

Yes.

Really? I can just hang around outside the doors and say hi to u on the street?

U can come in, there’s a public foyer for guests. U can literally walk in and wait for me in the foyer.

Oooh… so I’ll do that then… ๐Ÿ˜ since… the timing… you’ll no longer be working in retail when I’m back in Australia next…

Lol… ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿ’•

I can hug u but I won’t kiss u when I see u…

Why not?! ๐Ÿฅบ

Too many coworkers walking around! I’ll kiss u in the car when u pick me up for our dates. Also, I’ll need a change of clothes. I’m not going on our dates in work uniform.ย 

I see ๐Ÿ‘€

So I’ll come pick u up with some clothes for u to change in…

Yes until we start living together then I can pack my own clothes.

What kind of clothes should I bring?

Just a simple Tommy Hilfiger dress and a cardigan should be fine for any occasion.ย 

Okay ๐Ÿค“๐Ÿ“…

I don’t think we’re gonna make it out of the carpark, u might just fuck me in the back seat…

Ohhhhh… ๐Ÿ˜ˆโค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ

No, I’m kidding ๐Ÿ˜… that’s just for a movie, it’s not real life. We’re not…

Why not?! ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ

It’s not a nice carpark to do that in!!! Just drive me home to fuck!!!

Oh… okay… ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜ˆโค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ

Maybe I should buy an apartment closer to ur workplace…

Lol why?

So it doesn’t take too long to drive home. Just a few minutes from when I pick u up…

Then u don’t need to bring a change of clothes…

Okay. I’m kissing u and starting to unbutton ur uniform as we barely get thru our apartment door…

That’s… (surrenders) sure, why not. Okay. We’re fucking as soon as we’re in our private place.

๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ˜ˆโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ

It’s not fucking, baby… I’ll never use that word on us… we’re making love

I know it’s just easier to say fuck.

But I love u more than a quick fuck ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ it’s not fucking to me. We’re making love

(Giggles) ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿ’• yes my love. Okay. I’ll try to stop saying fucking when referring to us…

Thank u ๐Ÿฅนโค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ

Mmmm… keep kissing me… and more…

๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ˆโค๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ