Still listening to Mariah…
Mmm… 😏💕
Ummm… I’m gently singing along to We Belong Together…
Ooh? Ur getting ur voice back? U don’t sound like RFK Jr?!
Lol… thankfully it seems that I am slowly getting my voice back… I’m singing along like 2 octaves lower than normal?!??!?!!
I doubt it’s actually 2 octaves but I get what u mean… 😏
Sigh .. so many thoughts in my mind tonight…
So tell me!
Ummm…. maybe I will still bug u tomorrow during my breaks from my assignment… 😅
Good!!!
Ummm… I don’t know how else to talk about what else to talk about…
How’s ur Mariah sing a long?
I can’t hit any high notes. I’m in a very low register right now….
😏❤️
I’ve seen more social content with Fernando…
And?
Is everything scripted?!
Yes… 😅
Lol… I thought so…
It’s actually really boring…
Hahhaha…
Even your brother’s ex-girlfriend eBay wallet story was more interesting…
Lol… 🤪
What else is happening?
Sigh… praying for more miracles…
What can u tell me about ur assignment tomorrow?
Ummm… there’s different parts… and I’m gonna attempt myself but then I want to ask ChatGPT or CoPilot, “this is what I got. What do u think was the original question?”
Oh?
Ya see I wanna Uno Reverse it. I’ve already got the “answer” based on assignment questions but I want to verify with my puny human brain attempt, what I got as an answer, what does ChatGPT or CoPilot think was the original question? Does that make sense?
I don’t know why ur even bothering with any of that. Haven’t ur other classmates also said they’ve already done the assignment in 5 minutes with ChatGPT?!?!?!?
No!!!! I mean. Fictional narrative, yes. Real life, no.
Lol… 😅😅😅
Anyway… it’s not as easy as it sounds. I just have all these other parts at the back of my mind.
Okay… good luck with it babe…
Thanks…
What else is bothering u tonight?
Sigh…
Is it my mother-in-law?
Maybe…
How can I help?
I don’t know………. pray for a miracle?
In terms of what?
I dunno just miracles in general…
I wanna know… more specific… 👀
Hmmmmm…
Sometimes I wonder if she’s just wanting to spend more time with me, but she doesn’t know how to express it. So she turns it into “can u help me with this? Can u help me with that?” She’s not even this needy when she’s in Taiwan. And it’s not just the language reason. She has BETTER English than some working holiday people in Australia, my love. It’s kind of an excuse…
Oh? 😅
And the thing is that, I’m fuckin busy!
If u want my help, we need to make an appointment. I need to block off my calendar for that bandwidth. Do u get what I mean?
Yes… even I need to work around ur calendar just to squeeze in a date!
Exactly… sigh…
And SHE’S the one who encouraged me to keep studying! To do this course!!!
Mmmm…
I don’t want our relationship to be dragged down by this stuff…
It’s not…
But then I start stressing that we’re not in happy sexy cutesy mood, I’m just complaining about my mother.
Lol… do u really think I only want to be with u for happy sexy cutesy you?!
Lol… now I don’t know… 😅
I want the real you. It doesn’t matter if ur happy or sad or stressed or overwhelmed — I mean, it does as well. My point is that we gotta get thru it together.
Right… and what about u? What’s stressing u out?
Not that much. Just a bit tired from a busy schedule but other than that, I don’t have much drama…
I feel like there is some fan drama that neither of us are aware of and it’s brewing somewhere like Twitter or Reddit…
Lol… 😅 yeah probably. But who cares!
We can’t solve all the problems I have with my mother in one evening…
No…
So that’s just a, park it to the side for now. I don’t feel like elaborating too much further for the public blog.
Uhuh…
Do u feel… frustrated… with ur parents sometimes?
Yes! Of course!!!
Oh… but ur not telling me about that yet…
There’s nothing to tell… they’re very boring people… think of older brother and how boring he is. My parents are boring like him!
Omg… lol… 😅
I had a moment of frustration tonight. I really tried to pray for more miracles…
I am trying to reflect in myself… what else can I do differently?
Like what?
Ummm… I don’t know…
There’s thoughts swirling… but a part of me would love to turn it into creative writing and another part is conserving energy to do my assignment….
I vote creative writing but ur probably gonna choose the assignment…
Yeah… maybe a bit of both…
Ummm….
Are you bothered by anything to do with me?
No?
Okay then…
Okay ✅️
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