How’s my love muffin?!?!? How r u??!?!
Lol I’m alright…
How was work?
Ummm… this is my steps count…

Wow… r u tired?
I’m okay… I did have an energy drink…
Oh? 👀 r u having after work supper?
I’m gonna have… some brown rice crackers and hummus…
Oh?
Yeah. Just a light snack. Then I will try to rest…
How was work? Other than those steps?
Sigh… some customers were a bit rude…
RUDE?!?!?!?! 😡😡😡
Lol… it doesn’t matter now…
I just felt a sadness driving home.
I don’t relate to it.
I didn’t try to trigger their rudeness.
Sometimes I feel like, I really don’t know what other people have been thru in life to be so hard hearted? Does that make sense?
It makes me sad. Because I can’t relate.
I feel like my heart is very soft. I am easily hurt and mushy.
I think some people just built up a “fuck you, fuck everyone!” Attitude. And it makes me sad because I feel like, I’m not those people that you’ve assumed. It’s like you assume the entire world is full of fuckwits but I’m actually not one of them.
We could’ve had a genuine interaction, human to human. I feel like I am usually generally nice and open minded with everyone.
Maybe I have my blind spots too. But it was just a weird energetic clash.
I don’t think I was rude to them at all. And there was no retaliation. Just a sadness in my heart. I think these people… have built a thick skin for a reason and I don’t really know why. I haven’t lived their type of life… does that make sense?
Ummm… I just wanna give u a hug 😅❤️
Yeah… that’s all I need from u right now 🥰

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