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Throat

How’s ur throat?

Not great. I sound worse today than all the other days…

😳 do u need to go see a doctor?

Ummm… let’s say for the fictional blog I already did and it’s nothing serious.

Oh… okay…

I just need to rest today.

Good… do that…

What if I write to u less? 🥺

That’s okay. I care more about ur recovery.

Mmmm…

I miss u 😢

I miss u too… it’s almost unbearable 💔

We really have to make better plans in 2026.

Yes. Don’t worry. I’ve got all that sorted.

Sigh… I saw footage of u playing games with the bros and when u finally won u were so happy.

Yes… that’s how it felt when u finally remembered me. When u were fangirling Fernando. FINALLY… she’s ready for me.

But u were not ready!!!

I am… 👀

But ur so busy!

That’s part of my strategy.

I didn’t expect you to be so busy.

Sigh… I’m going to make a new resolution.

What resolution?

Well I need to be even more on top of everything in June. I don’t feel like May has been a successful month at all. I feel like “a failure, a loser” — it doesn’t remind me that I’m human it makes me feel this is unacceptable I should be handling this so much better at my grown ass age!!!

😳… did u just quote Stray Kids…

Yes I’ve been listening to that Mixtape…

Why?!

Why not?

Lol…

Anyway June has to be better. I don’t know how but I’m gonna be even more on top of things.

I think ur juggling everything better than u think. Ur being really hard on urself

🥺 I just feel like… I should be better and I haven’t been… I’ve been in this daydreaming fog about u and me. It’s like I’m smoking sheesha everyday and ur my sheesha.

Ummmmm… 😅

It’s not a reason to break up. Melbourne Nicole did use it as a reason. She didn’t have this self-awareness. She was still young and inexperienced in life and love.

Hmmmmmmm…

It’s not that many more days of May…

Still about 10 days to go?

Right. A week and a half.

Another month closer to seeing u 😍

Is it?

What’s the count down?

Count down to August

And what if u don’t show up?

I will show up?

But what if u don’t?

I think I will but u’ll write about it as if I didn’t…

Lol… 😏💕