How’s ur throat?
Not great. I sound worse today than all the other days…
😳 do u need to go see a doctor?
Ummm… let’s say for the fictional blog I already did and it’s nothing serious.
Oh… okay…
I just need to rest today.
Good… do that…
What if I write to u less? 🥺
That’s okay. I care more about ur recovery.
Mmmm…
I miss u 😢
I miss u too… it’s almost unbearable 💔
We really have to make better plans in 2026.
Yes. Don’t worry. I’ve got all that sorted.
Sigh… I saw footage of u playing games with the bros and when u finally won u were so happy.
Yes… that’s how it felt when u finally remembered me. When u were fangirling Fernando. FINALLY… she’s ready for me.
But u were not ready!!!
I am… 👀
But ur so busy!
That’s part of my strategy.
I didn’t expect you to be so busy.
Sigh… I’m going to make a new resolution.
What resolution?
Well I need to be even more on top of everything in June. I don’t feel like May has been a successful month at all. I feel like “a failure, a loser” — it doesn’t remind me that I’m human it makes me feel this is unacceptable I should be handling this so much better at my grown ass age!!!
😳… did u just quote Stray Kids…
Yes I’ve been listening to that Mixtape…
Why?!
Why not?
Lol…
Anyway June has to be better. I don’t know how but I’m gonna be even more on top of things.
I think ur juggling everything better than u think. Ur being really hard on urself…
🥺 I just feel like… I should be better and I haven’t been… I’ve been in this daydreaming fog about u and me. It’s like I’m smoking sheesha everyday and ur my sheesha.
Ummmmm… 😅
It’s not a reason to break up. Melbourne Nicole did use it as a reason. She didn’t have this self-awareness. She was still young and inexperienced in life and love.
Hmmmmmmm…
It’s not that many more days of May…
Still about 10 days to go?
Right. A week and a half.
Another month closer to seeing u 😍
Is it?
What’s the count down?
Count down to August…
And what if u don’t show up?
I will show up?
But what if u don’t?
I think I will but u’ll write about it as if I didn’t…
Lol… 😏💕
