How is my pumpkin spiced latte? 🥰
Ur really… gonna keep calling me that from now on…
Teeheehee… 🥰🥰🥰
Sigh…
Don’t u think ur such a pumpkin spiced latte?!?!?
Am I?!?!?!
Yes!!! Hug hugs hugs squeeze squeeze cuddles cuddles 🤗 kiss kiss kisses kisses 💋😘💋😘💋😘💋😘💋😘
Lol… okay okay you can call me that…
🥰🥰🥰 heehehehehehehehe…
Sigh…
I had carbs tonight again but I really wanna go back to low carb tomorrow…
Is ur cold better?
I feel better than I sound… the sound is still rough… but I feel like… 99% back to normal…
Oh?
Yeah… I’m not wearing any patches tonight. I’m just giving my body a break from everything…
That’s good?
Well I did take fish oil and vitamin C and zinc…
Lol…
And a herbal tablet…
Oh… 👀…
I don’t think I need any patches tonight.
That’s good…
R u… still on the plane?
Yes…
Wow that’s a long flight…
Yeah…
What else r u gonna do?
🎧 Listen to some noir jazz…
Hehe… is it good? Do u like it?
I do… I’m chilling to these vibes…
That’s good…
🥰 I love u…
I love u too… it’s so painful when I start thinking about it. It gets too frustrating… 😣😣
Oh… I know…
It’s like torture…
It is…
I feel like I am half myself. I feel like I am a shell 🐚
I am just an illusion, a zombie. I just go thru the motions.
I know……. what u mean……….
Did u ever once say to me something like “u complete me” — ?!
Yes and u said it was so cliché…
Yeah…. but… I was just… jaded and wounded and not self-aware…
Lol it’s ok I didn’t blame u for it 😅
I just thought it was amusing u kept trying to swat me away…
Mmmm… I didn’t want a dependent love… I’m still against it in theory… I wanted an inter-dependent love…
Yeah but… u can depend on me…
Lol… I’m starting to accept that now…
U are?!?! 👀
Yes. I’m so tired, love.
I want to sink into ur arms and surrender.
Ooooohhh…… 😏💕💕💕💕💕
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