Baby, how r u?
Omg the SUN 🌞 is soooooo annoying today!!!!
What?
It’s too fuckin HOT 🔥
I don’t know what is going on with the weather in Australia. First it was too much rain, now it is too much sun!!!
😅 yeah that sounds frustrating?
I’m so annoyed like can we just have normal autumn 🍂?!
Can we just be chill and not either extreme?!
Ummm… 😅
What?
Now I’m worried 😟
Why?
I’m scared to reveal to u my real diagnosis…
What r u talking about…
I have… BiPolar…
No u don’t.
Yes. I do.
No u DON’T!!!
Yeah……. I do……… 😅
Really?!?!??!!?
I think u forgot I told u and then u broke up with me.
NO I DID NOT. THAT IS TOTAL FICTION.
I told u and u said “I don’t know how to be in a relationship with someone who has BiPolar.
I doubt I would say that.
U sure?! 👀
Okay let’s have this conversation again. Regardless of whatever was said in the past.
Okay… umm… honey? I have to tell u something…
What?
I’ve been diagnosed with BiPolar…
Is that all?
What do u mean is that all?
Were there any other concomitant diagnoses such as autism or ADHD?
Lol… no… 😅
Oh. Okay… so… it’s BiPolar…
Yes.
Like Kanye.
Sort of. But I’m on the medication 💊
U are?
Yes. I started taking it.
Are there any side effects?
I’m not experiencing any…
That’s good?
It’s only been about a month that I’ve taken it…
What? But u knew longer…
Yeah…
Has ur whole career been a manic episode?
No… it doesn’t work like that…
Oh…
Why are u taking the medication now, if u’ve known all along…?
I just need to cope with missing u and not quitting…
Ummm… was this assessed by a professional?
Yes.
Oh…
R u mad?
No…
R u worried?
Well… I don’t know if that’s the right word…
Kanye is not a good representative of people with this condition. Most people who stick with their regular therapy sessions and medications can function relatively well in society.
I know… I mean, generally, ideally… I guess? Okay I haven’t googled the stats….
My point is we’re not like Kanye.
I know…
U seem… less bothered than what I had been worrying, anticipating…
Do u kno someone else with BiPolar?
Yes…
Oh?
They’re not like Kanye. They’re very nice. At least to me…
Uhuh…
They have their quirks…
But is it a normal person quirk or a bipolar quirk?
I don’t know. I feel like I’m not qualified to continue this conversation?!?!?!
Umm… the therapist said it’s valid for me to ask u, do u have any fears surrounding my diagnosis? And give u time to process and answer this question.
I do…
Do u wanna talk to about it?
Not right now…
Ummm… when do u think u’ll want to talk about it?
I don’t know… I supposed we should talk about it before we get legally married…
Oh… 🥺
U still wanna get married?
Of course…
🥹🥹🥹 that’s good…
We just need to talk about this face to face. We need to continue this conversation in real life…
U don’t wanna just spell it all out on here?!?!??!
Not at the moment, my love… I think there are some very personal things to discuss…
Oh…
Can u understand from my point of view?
Sigh… yes…
Am I ur antidote?
Yes… 🥹
But that’s a big responsibility on my shoulders… u probably shouldn’t give me that much power…
But I love u so much. It doesn’t matter if I’m on medication or not. The love is there.
There is some comfort for me in that but also…
U need time to process?
Yes…
The thing is, the side effects might not show up straight away… it could be after a while of taking the meds…
Jokes I don’t have bipolar I just wanted to see ur reaction.
THAT IS NOT SOMETHING TO JOKE ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!
…
R u gonna take a nap now?
Yes…
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