I’m tired…
Ur concert is today?
Yes… I’m already over it…
So torturous…
Yes…
But not enough to write a Tori Amos song….
Lol…
Maybe that’s a good thing…
What about you… ???
I’m… not sure how I am…
???
I am waiting to marry u… lol… is that annoying?!
No… 😏💕💕💕
I love hearing it, I just wish it was under slightly better circumstances…
Why?
I don’t like seeing u unhappy or stressed.
I’m not unhappy or stressed.
U seem very unhappy and stressed from ur work day yesterday. U haven’t even shaken off this weird mental cloud surrounding the day u had yesterday…
U know what?
What?
If it had been one person or one incident, I probably would have been fine. But it was more than one person. And more than one incident. So it has an accumulative effect.
It’s not like, oh shit, something happened. I’m now stressed 2/10.
It’s 2 x 2.
Then 4 x 4.
Then 16 x 16.
And so on because I haven’t even begun to emotionally unravel or finish processing the 2 x 2 incident.
What number was it at by the end of the day yesterday?
65,536.
U reached a 5th level of all that stress...
Yes. But funnily enough it still doesn’t come close to my corporate experiences.
R u sure?
It’s like a third of it…
Corporate experience was 196,608/10 stress?
Lol……. I don’t think these calculations are correct.
No but I get what ur trying to say…
Sometimes the most unexpected people are suddenly in my energy field.
Why does that stress u out?
Because I don’t know you yet. Ur in my space trying to be more friendly. That’s not okay from where I stand.
Why don’t u just tell them?
That seems really rude and unreasonable.
Hmmm… 🤔…
There’s too many energies. Everyone has their own agendas. I don’t want sticky energies around me.
I want… everyone to just leave me alone! And I clock off work and go home and I’m not thinking about them or any of our interactions!!!
Why is this surfacing now…?
Because I have assignments and I care more about clocking off work and being in the headspace to complete them. Even if it’s not on the same day, I’m physically tired, I’m writing to u to RELAX MY BRAIN.
Does that make sense?
Ummm…
If there’s too much drama at work then I’m processing the drama mentally by myself while I’ve already clocked off I’m home. I’m supposed to be resting.
On top of that the whole strained dynamic with my mother is another compartmentalised segment of stress.
Oh….
You and I are fine?!?!?!?!
We miss each other?!?!?!
But I just…
It’s okay. Now I get it.
U do?
Yes.
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