Babe, r u applying for other jobs?
I’ve saved some to look at when I have the mental capacity…
Is that too late? Won’t there be heaps of applicants by then?
Sigh… I’m not feeling a Universal Push to apply… so yes I did browse job ads… as everybody does when they’ve had a bad work day…
Do they?! I don’t know if everybody does that…
Okay fine. It’s me. I do that. If I’ve had a bad work day. Rarely will I organise my thoughts for actual confrontations with coworkers I just start looking at job ads to move on.
WOW…. THAT IS A REALLY BIG CONFESSIOM, BABE!!!!!!!!!!!
Lol… it’s a fictional blog.
How cool would it be if I say that my character already applied and on Monday morning received a call for an interview? Lol…
Sigh… I think ur coworkers will miss u and wonder what the fuck did they do?! If they were simply being friendly and u found that “too friendly”
No that’s definitely not the reason. Come on. It’s always an accumulation over weeks and months of the grind and then there’s a tipping point to go look at the job ads…
Is there?! Ur still assuming everyone feels the same way as u.
Fine. That’s how it is for me.
Why don’t u try VOICING UR CONCERNS?
Sigh. Because I don’t have any! I can simply go LOOK AT OTHER JOB ADS.
BUT DO U SEE HOW THAT MEANS U JUST KEEP MOVING FROM ONE JOB TO ANOTHER WITHOUT EVER CONFRONTING ANYBODY?!?!!
… … … I would like to put this conversation on hold now…
Ur shutting down again. Ur emotionally disassociating. Ur brain is like a computer that’s frozen. Ur just not processing anything that I’m saying…
I haven’t finished eating my breakfast.
There it is. U just closed this “file” in ur brain and ur moving forwards without self-reflecting on anything.
What’s there to self-reflect? My resume is good enough to move on any day.
Woah. Big statement.
Lol… 🤪🤪🤪
Wow…
I think you’re the one who needs to process this conversation for some reason.
Yes. I do… it’s making me insecure.
Why?
Because u did that in our relationship too!!!!!!! U didn’t TALK TO ME. U JUST DISASSOCIATED!!!!!!!!!!!
… … … oh… … …
DO U SEE HOW THIS IS CONCERNING FOR ME FROM MY PERSPECTIVE?!
Baby I promise for u I will not give up on the relationship. But for work will u please allow me this luxury to continue my routine of browsing and saving job ads when I’ve had a bad day? Think of it as my autistic stimming.
Is that what it is?!?!?
I’m gonna say… in this regards I’m feeling very close to autistic… yes…
Sigh. Okay.
Thanks babe. Hug hugs 🤗 💕
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