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Ch Ch Chill

What’s happening?!

I’m trying not to freak out…

About what?

My excitement about us getting married!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Lol… r u feeling confident?

Yes! But also nervous. But also excited. I have to run on a treadmill 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️

Lol… 🤭💕💕💕

What else r u mentally preparing for?

It sounds like… Ur getting ur Mom ready to accept us…

True.

(Hysterical giggling!!!) 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️

I haven’t even written out all my conversations with her…

🤯 what other conversations?

I don’t wanna tell the blog…

Please!!! 🥺❤️

I will when I feel ready… I can’t think of a way to write about it yet…

Sigh…

Why do I have Lisa’s song in my head?

I’m trying to tell myself that. I’m trying to ch-ch-chill…!!!!!!!!!!

Lol… 🤭💕

What would be “not” chill?

Calling ur boss on ur behalf to quit ur job. Get u on a plane this weekend to come see me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh… that is a lovely fantasy

Fantasy? It could easily be our reality if u wanted it!

Fine. I don’t want it. I’m not emotionally prepared to just quit my job and go see you this weekend. We’ve been talking about 2026, second half of 2025, I’m emotionally prepared for that, not this weekend!

🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I don’t wanna scare u away…… I’m trying to lay low and be chill……….

😏💕