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Work Emo

So you don’t really want to change jobs…

Not immediately, no…

Then, what’s WRONG?! — I feel like something’s wrong…

Probably nothing?! Maybe I just don’t like this… I don’t know what is happening with us feeling? Even though I know, I don’t fully know. And I don’t get to know. And it’s taking days, weeks, months?!?!?!

(Smirk)…

I’m not unhappy at my job…

BUT…?

(Sigh)… it’s not making me dopamine-filled-to-the-brim happy either…

Were any other jobs doing that before?!?!?!

I’m trying to remember… I’m trying to think about this honestly…

Maybe I should’ve studied fashion design?

LOL… okay, you’re going in circles today… are you PMS’ing?!

Yeah…

Ahh — nevermind — my love, I shall entertain whatever thoughts you’re mulling over and not take any of them too seriously…

Uhuh… that’s probably a good strategy… unless I keep going on and on about it beyond PMS period…

Okay!!! (Making notes)…

Previous months’ PMS’ing, I’ve felt annoyed and agitated… today, I’m just starting to feel sad… I’m feeling low-dopamine…

Hmmmmm….

I just wanna cuddle and fall asleep together… I just wanna lie in bed and do nothing…

Awwwww!!!!! (KISS KISS KISS KISS!!!!!) XOXOXOXOXOXOXXX