Babe… would you ever want to be a streamer?
No………………
Why not?!
I think it would feel like torture… it’s not my personality at all?!?!?!!
(Chuckles)…
What is there to talk about for 4, 6, 8 hours a day?!
Some people even stream 10-12 hours a day?!?!
(LOL)…
It’s like being constantly on Tik Tok LIVE?!?!!? — I can’t even do that for half an hour a day!
Okay… so you’re not gonna try to be a streamer…
No… I don’t think that’s my talent in this world, my love…
(Smiles)…
Sometimes I feel like your blog is like an endless stream of your random thoughts…
Yeah but I get a BREAK — I write it, I re-read it. I am even editing spelling mistakes, sometimes… I look over it. It takes time, to even generate an AI art image when I’m writing from my laptop? Then I read over it again when it’s published…
(Chuckles) — You’re doing all that?!?!?!
Yes… I’m somewhat methodical, albeit, also kind of random… I feel like I’m being very self-indulgent… this is definitely NOT like streaming.
I’m having a conversation with myself, not with a live audience?!
(Nodding)… I see…
I don’t know how people are simultaneously playing games, watching streamers, AND COMMENTING in their chats at the same time, trying to get the streamer’s attention?!
(Chuckles)…
How are they doing that?!?! What are they doing while they’re gaming?!?! Do they just press PAUSE in the game when they have something they want to say?!
Why is the game not enough?! Why are they not fully focused in the game?! Why do their brains have to have these multiple screens, multiple activities all going on at once?!?!?!
(LOLOLOLOLOL)…
It’s TOO MUCH, babe!!!
Right now I have ONE window open. THIS. BLOG.
That’s it?!?!?!
I’m fully focused on OUR IMAGINARY CONVERSATION…
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA)….
I don’t have any desire to broadcast this writing process. I definitely don’t feel like I look good enough for being “on camera” right now… I’m in house clothes, no makeup…
There’s chill hip hop lofi playing in the background… and that’s it?!
Very chill…
Yes! I’m very CHILL right now… I’m just enjoying… this…?!
(Giggles)…
I think I would rather start my own YouTube Yoga channel than being a streamer.
But I would also rather start my own Tech Reviews kinda YouTube channel before I start a yoga channel…
Tech reviews?! Yoga?!
I don’t know exactly, something along those lines…
The yoga channel — it’s very low on the priorities list. But it’s just something that I used to say that I wanted to do as well…
Aww… why don’t you just start?!
I don’t have the space for that right now…
Ahhh… (making notes)…
You don’t need to go out of your way to build me a yoga YouTube channel studio space…
I don’t?! (deleting the notes)…
Darling, you’re building me a yoga room, right?!
Uhuh…
That’ll be enough if I ever want to turn on a camera and turn it into a YouTube series. I don’t need a huge production. It’s just something — for later — it’s not even realistic right now. I’m not even doing yoga every day these days…
Okay but when we’re married… you could get back into it…
Possibly…?
Maybe after the dog passes…
Oh? The dog?!
Yeah — I think he’s been more limiting for my daily habits, to be honest.
Now every morning it’s about his bladder, his bowels, his stomach!
I haven’t had any time to just get up and do yoga…
Oh… I see… what about in the past?!
He was younger… and so was I?!?!?!
I don’t know how I did it, but I used to get up so early… and the dog was still sleeping… and then after the yoga we would even go for a walk around the neighbourhood… NEITHER OF US have that kind of energy these days…! LOL…
(Chuckles)….
And when the cat was still alive… she would come sit in my lap when I was in meditation… she was so sweet…
Awwww…
Yeah… I don’t know how I did all that… in the past…
I feel this way when I look at my past dance routines… “I don’t know how I did all that!”
LOL….
Yoga Teacher Training was probably the most intensive phase I ever put my body through…
Oh?!
Hmmm… okay so this conversation has gone from streaming to yoga teacher training?!
Who cares!!! Please elaborate!!!
LOL…
I’m trying to remember…
How much yoga did we do…?!?!?!
For me, it was at least… 90 minutes… 7 days a week… but some days… up to 3 and a half hours?!
I see…
It was a lot… I was… a smaller dress size… for sure… I don’t think I was that much lighter and when I stepped on the scales I would be like, “Ahhh!! Muscle weighs more than fat!!!”
You were toned — I’ve see those photos! (Raising eyebrows cheekily!!!)
LOL……………………. omggggg…. you stalker!!!
(Hysterical giggling)… I have a whole secret folder in my phone…!!!!!
OMGGGGGGG!!!!
(LOLOLOLOLOLOL)… ^0^
I don’t think you have the high-res images though…
There’s high-res images?!?!?!
Yes… I’m not telling you where…
My friend was a photographer, she did a set of high-res images for me… we had a shoot one day… there’s a specific set of photos that I’ll always keep as memories of myself at the “peak” of my yoga teacher training……
OOoOoOooOhhh!!! — I WANT THOSE PHOTOS.
Noooo!!!
Please!!!!!!!
After… we are… married…
(Hysterical giggling!!!!!!!!!)
Omg….
Who’s your friend?!
Ummm… I don’t know if she’s still doing photography anymore…
She’s not?! (Pouting)…
Ugh — her Facebook page is still there but she hasn’t updated it since 2020?!
What is it…?!
(Sigh… am I really gonna share with the blog?!?!…) — Dream Big Photocraft.
(Looking this up)…
We haven’t talked for ages though. It’s been a while…
That’s okay… (Bookmarking her page…)
What are you planning?!?!?!
Nothing… (smirk)…
WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING?!?!!?!?
Nothing!!!! (Hysterical giggling!!!)
You can’t just message her for MY photos, you know?!?!! THAT’S ILLEGAL.
Is it illegal?!?!?!
I don’t know, but you can’t do that!!!
I know, I know… I’m not going to do anything like that, LOL…
Then what are you planning?!?!!?
NOTHING!!!!!!!! (Hugs hugs kiss kiss kiss kiss)… don’t worry about it!!! ^___^ ❤ ❤ ❤
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