What’s wrong, Sugar Plum?
I’m… afraid… that I’m losing you again… I’m afraid… that you’re getting bored of me… that you’re gonna just move on… and forget about me… again…
I’m not going to do that at all.
How can I know for sure?!
Just come SAY HI IN PERSON!!! (LOL)!!! ^0^
No, but… you’re growing distant…
I don’t think so. I think I am finding my balance between work, study, house chores, and our relationship. I haven’t even included friends and family and pets in that list. I’m finding my balance with everything. Trying to juggle it all.
Is that all that it is?!?!!?
Seriously. I just ate dinner tonight without watching any news. I just completed the small section in the assignment that I was determined to get done. I achieved my goal. I know that part of the assignment can now be ticked off. Now I have more mental energy and time during class to focus on the parts of the assignment that I do need the teacher’s guidance and demonstration, and I’m not freaking out last minute, hopefully, fingers crossed.
You’re really organised compared to last term?
Yes. I’m determined to be much more organised.
I know we were in our love bubble… I was so… intoxicated with our rekindling…
But it is time to focus back on real life now… you’re not suddenly showing up and asking me to marry you and telling me to stay home and be a housewife. I gotta focus on these studies.
Umm… challenge accepted?!
(LOL)… you’re just being cheeky. You know that’s not realistic for us.
(Smirk)
Anyway, I want to do an oracle reading for you. What’s going on?!
MMmmmMMmmMMm!?!!?!
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Sigh… I’m still getting some self-esteem issues, which really, really surprises me about you…
(LOLOLOLOL)…. why is it even surprising?!
You’re the most gorgeous…
No, I’m not. That’s Fernando.
What does that even MEAN?!?!?!!?!?!?!
I’m just a blank canvas for Fernando.
But you’re not dating Fernando.
You’re dating the blank canvas. You’re marrying the blank canvas. I could literally walk out on the street just as I am — the fans won’t recognise me.
But will you still be attracted to me?
YES!!!
I don’t know this for sure…
Omgggggggg….
This is the ONLY REASON you’re not standing in front of me asking me out on a date already?!!?!??!
(Nodding)…………
I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!!!
(LOL) YOU’RE ONLY SAYING THAT AS A LINE FROM A MOVIE!!!
BUT IT’S ALSO MY TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No… I can’t fully believe it…
I’m gonna ask for more oracle cards guidance…
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Hmmm…
What is it, my love?
I think it will take another… 2 weeks, and 10 days…
Why do you say that?
I’m just interpreting these cards my own way… there’s no logic, only intuition…
Your intuition is being oddly specific…
(Chuckles)… yeah…
Doesn’t 2 weeks and 10 days mean 3 weeks?
(LOLOLOLOLOL)… or maybe it means within 2 weeks, approximately 10 days?!?!?!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! ^0^
I don’t know how you’re getting those numbers!
Mmmm… me neither…
Do you want me to be ready in 2 weeks and 10 days?
Yes please.
Really?!
YES!!! FUCK YES!!!
Hmm…
mmmMMmMMM???
The oracle cards said, “Your dreams need a practical plan.”
(Nodding)…
WE NEED A PRACTICAL PLAN, PLEASE.
(Chuckles)… yes… I’m working on it…
(Kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss!!!) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxx

