I’m… nervous if I start thinking about it…
Why?
What if it’s all in my head?!
What if I need to admit myself to a psych ward?!
What if you never show up?! I’ve waited this whole year and you’ve never actually showed up and I am just a crazy person blogging all this delulu to myself?!?!?
(Sigh)… (smiles)…
What if you’re TORTURING ME ON PURPOSE?!?!?!?!!?!?
(LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL)… ^0^… I can promise you, my love, I’m not doing that…
What if you’re hesitating?
I’m nervous. Yes. I could chicken out at the last minute because I’M nervous…
I could just stalk you from afar because I’m still… observing…
FOR WHAT REASON?!?!?!
LOL… I just… need to gather some of my own thoughts…
OMG —
What?!
I think you’re in Australia soon… but I just don’t know if I’ll actually SEE YOU… You might be too stealth with the incognito that even “I” don’t recognise you!!!
(Giggles)…
AND THEN WHAT?!?!!?
(Shrugs shoulders)…
What if… I’ve decided to stay away… for your safety…
Sigh — that’s — that’s kind of what the Oracle cards said…
Hmmmmm?
Remember?! The oracle cards said, not in APRIL — not yet…
Ahhh…
I don’t even know how you’d possibly get here in May, though? You’ve got Met Gala, you’ve got concerts — you’ll be busier than ever!
(Sigh)… I’ll have my ways…
It doesn’t make any sense!!!
(Giggles)…
So… you’re not going to see me yet?
You’re just AROUND but you won’t reveal yourself?!
I think you’re forgetting that you’ve been able to see me from social media but I haven’t been able to “observe” you at all — you barely posted ANYTHING on Tik Tok. You barely shared anything other than daily blogging.
So you just want to LOOK AT ME — without me seeing YOU?!?!?!
That’s… a comfortable bubble for me, yes…
THAT’S STALKING.
(LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL)…
UGH!!!
Go. Have breakfast. You need to eat.
Fine…!!!
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