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Winding Down

How are u winding down tonight my love?

Just the usual essential oils…

I don’t think they work that well?

How so?

Cos u still wake up at 2 am, 3 am and end up writing to me. I don’t think they’re that effective😅

True… ugh… let’s see how the sleep patches compare when they arrive…

👀 r u gonna end up reliant on them?

I don’t know? I hope not?

Mmmm…

Let’s talk about something else.

What would u like to talk about?

The pace of our relationship.

Okay?

Hmmm…

Hmmmm?

Who’s setting the pace right now?

You are…

Am I?!?!?!

Yes.

How am I setting the pace?!?!?!

We’re doing whatever you’re comfortable with, my love. I don’t want to overwhelm you. We’re going at your pace.

Oh.

Hmmm…

If u really want a love making marathon we can have a love making marathon! But I think you’re the one thinking it’s moving too fast if we suddenly do that… 👀

Sigh…

It’s a sexy idea for a movie…

But not for real life.

We’re gonna take it slow in real life.

I mean it doesn’t have to be THAT SLOW

But we’ll pace ourselves. According to your pace.

You don’t feel any urgency?

Honey, I’ve been waiting for you… I can wait even longer… it’s all up to you…

Sigh…

We won’t rush it.

It’s not like my body doesn’t want it

I know 😏💕

Sigh…

No, don’t sigh…

I would like a new ring, before you leave, in this next short trip…

😏💕 okay…

Then I can pick u up from the airport on ur next trip and we go back to our apartment and then we have our love making marathon. It’s the next visit, not this visit…

Sigh… I understand… the necessary… torture…

Lol… 😅…

I don’t need you to buy me nice stuff.

But I want to.

But I don’t need you to.

I’m buying them because I want to.

Ughhhhhh…

Don’t fight it, just accept it.

Lol… 😅