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The Other Way Around

I used to freak out when u would go into ur “Man Cave” and write songs, focus on music…

Mmmmm…? I didn’t know it bothered you that much?

I was young, needy, insecure… of course it bothered me!!!

Oh… oops… sowweee babbyyyyy πŸ₯ΊπŸ’•

It’s okay…

Now I get the feeling it’s the other way around…

You don’t like it when I’m hyperfocusing on anything that’s not you, not us…

Yeah. I can feel the difference.

I sense like, “she’s doing something else…” there’s a distance in the energy. Like another layer… a fog… I can’t sense everything. I can’t even feel that you’re feeling passionate about me.

Well I have to park the passion to the side to focus on work and other things… u do the same in ur music cave?!

I don’t think so?!

The music cave is ALL ABOUT YOU.

Well…?

U say that but in reality it’s still work

But my passion for u is pouring into my work.

Uhuh… well… I can’t function… if I allow myself to obsess over you 24/7…

I need to park it to the side to FUNCTION like a normal human being in society…

Oh? Ur disassociating?

Maybe?

Maybe that’s what I do at work…

During class…

Working on my own projects… to some extent, yes…

Well ur completely distracted by Robert Irwin πŸ‘€

Lol no! That’s not true at all!!!

I was definitely scrolling that thinking about u and whether or not ur gonna do a Bonds campaign one day… πŸ€­πŸ’•

🫠🫠🫠 oh… I see…

Lol…

R we okay?!

Yes.

And…?

And I love you 😘 ❀️

I love you too πŸ₯°πŸ”₯