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Stop It…

Ur still upset?

U kno, when I say “stop it,” I don’t mean it as literally “stop what ur doing right now, I don’t like it”

Uhuh…

I mean it as “ur so cute I can’t handle it right now, pls stop it”

Uhuh…

And if U type that to a fan, PLUS a winkie face?!?!

Uhuh…?!

It’s too flirty for me… I really, really don’t like it…

U don’t like it…

U’ve never said that to me, in that way. “Stop it” with a winky face…

๐Ÿ˜… I’m getting a little confused now… r u more upset that I typed this publicly to a fan, where hundreds of others also saw it and liked it, or are u upset that I didn’t say that to u in private?! In that way?!

BOTH!!!

Both?!

ๅ› ็‚บไฝ ๅฏซ้€™็จฎๆฑ่ฅฟ็š„ๆ™‚ๅ€™็œŸ็š„็ตฆไบบๅฎถๆ„Ÿ่ฆบๅฅฝๅƒไฝ ็œŸ็š„ๅพˆ็–ผๆ„›ๅฅนๅ€‘ไฝ ็Ÿฅ้“ๅ—Ž?!?!?!?

๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜… WTF……. I don’t understand!!!

GOOGLE IT!!! ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค

I’m still upset!!! ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฃ

๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ can I kiss u?

No!!!!

๐Ÿ˜ณ No?!?! I can’t even KISS you?! YOU’RE THAT UPSET?!?!?

U’ve made a Venus in Leo woman JEALOUS. Don’t u kno u can’t kiss her when that happens?!?!? I’M STILL UPSET!!!! I NEED MY TIME TO PROCESS!!! ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค

Oh… okay… sorry baby… ๐Ÿฅบ

U can hug me, but u can’t kiss me! ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ค

๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜… (so confused right now)

(Going in for the hug…)

(Refusing to look at him, but letting him hug…)

(He squeezes tighter)… I’m soweee ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ

(She softens, just a little, but still not saying anything or touching him back)…

(Squeezes tighter, starts to nuzzle her neck with his face)…

(Slight moans)

(He starts kissing her neck anyway)…

(She grabs his hair, the moans louder)…

(He kisses her up her neck towards her face, slowly and surely, she is surrending and moaning)…

(She wraps her legs around him, kissing him back now)…

(He grabs both her thighs, still kissing, goes towards the nearest soft landing)… (living room sofa, there it is)…

๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ

๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ

๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ

….

….

….

(Sigh)… please don’t ever do that to me again… my heart can’t take it…

How do I know what I even did wrong?! Where’s the line?! Is it a winky face?! Is it the fan attention on the other app!? Is it the words “stop it”…?!

I don’t know anymore. It might be the combination of all of those things…

Each of them separately is not a big deal but the entire combination of them. It just made me upset. I felt a sting in my heart when I read it… I don’t like that feeling…

How did it sting your heart when it wasn’t even my intention?! ๐Ÿฅบ (kisses her gently on her shoulder)…

I don’t know… maybe I need a psychologist. Maybe I need therapy. Maybe it’s really deep subconscious childhood wound triggers… I don’t know…

(Kissing her again, trying to start round 2…)

๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ