Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

What do u think of my massage skills? 😏

I don’t want… what ur doing on camera…

U don’t?!

No?! That’s more remedial… sports massage… I don’t need that…

I want a gentle, sensual massage…

😳 I’ve never practiced that type before…

And I don’t want u to practice that on ANYONE! Only on me!

😅😅😅 how will I know how to do it?

We’ll figure it out together. Don’t worry 😘❤️

Are there any examples at all that I could look up?!

Probably on ONLYFANS?! I DON’T KNOW?! I DON’T SUBSCRIBE TO THEM BUT I’M ASSUMING?!?!?! R U REALLY GONNA TRY TO SUBSCRIBE TO LEARN THIS?!

😅😅😅 ok I won’t do that… I just wish I could see… exactly what ur envisioning…

Mmmm… maybe one day I’ll write about it in a poem… but I don’t know how to put it into words today…

😳😳😳

Why are you nervous all of a sudden?!

I’m very nervous…

Why?!??!

I’m feeling shy… I’m blushing… 😅❤️

I don’t know why you’re worried, I feel like we’re just going to flow into it very organically…

See, I don’t fully understand what you just said… flow into it organically? What does that mean?!

Sigh…

Okay. Let’s say, you’ve just brought me home from dinner… let’s say it was gold coast dinner, not Brisbane… so I’m still quite full. My belly is a little bloated. I don’t feel like jumping into bed straight away.

I’m like, “let’s watch a show or put on some music first…”

And we’re in the living room now? Not the bedroom?!

I… don’t know? Where do you want to be?

I could make love to you anywhere! It’s up to you — sofa or bed?!

Ugh… let’s say bed… we’re sitting on top of the bed but I’m still too full from dinner… you do have a TV screen in the bedroom. It can like transform to an art image when you’re not watching it. It’s like a Samsung picture frame one…

Oh… one of those…

Yes. And then I’m kinda in front of you, facing the screen, and you’re like spooning me from behind and we’re sitting up in bed…

Uhuh…

Just watching random shows or music videos, or soft background music from YouTube. I dunno…

Can you please pick one. For this envisioning?

Okay maybe it’s a fireplace…

Fireplace?

Fireplace, fire crackling on YouTube…

Okay… (notes… 📝)

And you already started to kiss me from behind. You’re kissing my cheeks, my neck, you’re caressing me softly…

But you still have clothes on?

Yes… we’ve only just sat down. It’s just that you’re already on me with your lips!

Uhuh… 😏 okay, yeah, that does sound like me…

I just think… the rest of it, we’ll figure it out, in the moment…

NO!!! I WANNA HEAR/READ ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW!!! YOU CAN’T JUST END THIS POST THERE!!!

Lol… sigh…

I’m not even thinking anymore, when you start kissing me like that! There’s no thoughts, we’re just in the moment….!

What moment?! I’m so confused…! I need you to describe it in detail!!!

Okay fine, maybe we start kissing but then you also ask me, “do u want a massage?” And I say yes, so then you finally stop kissing me, and you go get the massage oil…

Where is the massage oil?

Already on the bedside! You placed it there before we went out on the date!

Argh… okay… (notes… 📝)

(Chuckling)… do u really need to… write this down?!??!

🤓 yes I have to study and analyse this all later… and work out my… choreography…….

Choreography?! You’re planning this like a choreography?!?!?!?!??!!?

😅😅😅😅😅😅 (shyyyyy blushing!!!!)

Omg… okay… (sigh!) Anyway…

🤓📝 go on…….

(Lolllll 🤭💕)… umm….

I don’t know what I’m wearing?!

Maybe I’m in a dress, so I just take it off anyway as you get the massage oil…

😳 Then I’m blushing as I just turned around from you to get the oil and when I’m facing you again you’re already in your underwear?!?!

There’s nothing to blush about! People would think it’s supposed to be the other way around?! You’ve got the hottest body right now! Everybody wants your body! If they saw my body in underwear, after dinner?! Just sitting up in bed?! The amount of fat shaming online bullying trolls I’d get in my comments if any of those pictures were public!!!!!!!!!!

But I don’t care about their opinions — your body just sitting there in your underwear, I’m gonna get palpitations, I’m gonna start blushing uncontrollably!!! 😳

What’s there to blush about?! We already started kissing?!

We started kissing with clothes on… then I go to get the massage oil and you’re suddenly naked?!

I’m not naked… I still have underwear on… bra and panties…

EXACTLY… 😳😳😳😳😳

Okay well I’m still facing the TV screen, the fireplace. You’re coming at me from behind, I’m not seeing your blushing face…

Okay… 🤭🤭🤭🤭💕💕💕💕😅😅😅

So I hear you settling in behind me with some oil in your hands and I move all my hair to one side so you know to start there…

Oh… 😳…

And you just start softly… gentle, soft touches…

Gentle…? Soft? How soft?

It’s a sensual kind of soft touching… you wouldn’t have done it on camera to ANYBODY…

Or maybe you did? Just the start of it, to one girl’s HAND…? 🧐

😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅 (Hysterical giggling!!!) You saw that?!?!?!

Babe… someone commented something implying that you’re gonna sleep with her already!

🙄 That’s just the toxic fans. You know I wouldn’t, right?!!!!!

Yes… I do trust you…

A part of me feels like you did it on purpose to see if I’d notice or get upset…

🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭💕💕💕💕 (heeheeeheeheehee… more cheeky giggles!!!!)

Is that fair on the girl tho?! Now she’s getting online daggers from your toxic fans?!?!

No, you’re right. I wouldn’t do that to any other staff again. SHE’S STAFF — she agreed to it! She knew what it was gonna be like, the online reaction, she knew it!

Okay so in that moment she was more like a background extra with the narratives in your head…

Sort of?! Anyway! Can we please get back to our massage?! I don’t want to talk about staff or online toxic fans when we’re in that moment please... 🥺

Yeah… sigh…

So…

Hmm…

…

….

…….. would it help you to start singing to me while you’re massaging?

🤔🤔😏😏💕💕💕… (intrigued)… what kind of singing?

Maybe a sort of, soft, ASMR… soft song… like you’re whispering a hypnotic song for me….

Hypnotic song? What kind of hypnotic song?

I don’t know… you’d have to do your research… I can’t help you with this one… you’re gonna find it or write it yourself, somehow?

Am I?

Yes because the song is more for you than it is me. You’re gonna find or write a song to sing to me, that gives you confidence, that that is the hypnotic song… so when you do start massaging and singing it… you feel confident, now we’re getting into it this time around… and we haven’t even had that much alcohol!

It’s like maximum one standard glass for me. And you’ve barely touched anything, you only had a sip! Just a taste of what I was drinking!

Uhuh… 🤔🤔🤔🤓🤓🤓📝📝📝 (really planning to find or write this song…)

Can you just point in some direction with what you mean by a hypnotic song?

Maybe it’s R&B…

Oh? R&B…

Yeah… a soft but sexy R&B song…

Soft but sexy R&B song… okay… (📝🤓📝🤓📝🤓📝🤓📝📝📝📝!!!!!)

Lol…. you’re planning this like it’s an assignment…

Yes! You’re my assignment!!! I have a lot of different pieces to orchestrate and choreograph here!!!!!!

🤭🤭🤭💕💕💕💕💕 (Giggles!!!)

Anything else?!

Oh baby… I think once you start singing… it’ll flow organically….. 😏💕💕💕

It will?!??!?!?!?!

Yesssss!!! The public blog doesn’t need to read EVERY OTHER DETAIL from the moment when you start singing…!!!!

😏😏😏🔥🔥🔥

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