Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

Babe… I think one of your celebrity friends has left us not so subtle hints in their instagram stories…

You think so?!

Yes… I think… you were blabbing your mouth off about me when you ran into them…

(Giggles)… well?! I’m human too?! I couldn’t help it! I LOVE YOU!!! And there was finally someone I could talk to about it!!!

Yeah… I know… and that person was probably like, “Lol… you need to calm down!”

Yeah… they kinda said that… not in those words…

I started wondering to myself, why would they feel that way? Did they think I wasn’t good enough for you? Did they think this wasn’t a good match? But then… I realised… it’s not that… they’re feeling protective… of me?!

They’re feeling protective of you…?

Yeah?! It’s like, they think you’re gonna make me feel overwhelmed…?

Ahh — yes — that is always possible…

(Thinking about this more)…

I need to calm down.

Just like that?! If I just mention the word “overwhelm” you suddenly come back to your senses about this?!

Yes.

How?! Why?! Huh?!?!?!

No, no, they said it to my face — they just didn’t use that word… but now you’ve used that word… I’m putting the two together — I need to calm down.

Okay?!?!?!?!?!!?!

Yes. I will calm. I will calm down…

(Sigh)… what did they say?

They sort of said like… “Wow… you’re really into her! I’ve never seen you like this before!” — something along those lines… just chuckles and polite friendliness…

Uhuh….? How does that hint at being overwhelmed?

IT DIDN’T!!! THAT’S WHY I WAS STILL SO ELATED!!! I WAS STILL ON MY HIGH ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Right… but I sensed it… I took it as an easter egg… in their instagram stories…

They’re pretty smart like that. They’re never gonna say it to my face…

Hmm… well… there ya go… ?

Yeah… well… I do need reminders sometimes…

You do?

Yes — I love you SO MUCH!!! I GET SO EXCITED!

You get excited, you get nervous, you get shy…

Yeah… I’m a human… I have all these emotions…

That’s true…

Are you feeling okay?

I’m fine —

I think I know your upcoming schedule, it’s pretty public for everybody to know…

Uhuh…

There’s no room to sneak away to Australia…

(LOL)… I know….. (wailing!!!!)

So… April it is, then… ‘

(Head down… bummed out)… Yes… April…

It wouldn’t have worked if you tried to squeeze in anything in March…

No?!

It’s too soon.

Too soon?!

Yes… did you hint at with the other celebrity friend that you were thinking of sneaking away in March?!

I can’t remember what I said… maybe I said I WISHED I could sneak away — maybe they took that as a hint that I was about to…?

Yeah… many people wouldn’t put it past you to try to come up with something, some reason to get away with it…

But I won’t this time. I promised… I won’t do that again…

Okay… well… then… do your job.

My job?

Your job is to show up.

Yeah…

You’ve signed the contract.

I’ve signed the contract…

Legally, you gotta go do your job.

Right… (nodding)… yes…

When you get an actual break — and they’re not unreasonable employers! You do get BREAKS — then you can come back to Australia…

Okay… (smiles)… I’m counting down the days…

I know… does it go faster with concerts?

Actually… it sort of does… I’m in a whirlwind. It’s physically exhausting, but then, I look up and realise, “Oh, we’re in this city now? Oh, it’s this date already?!” And it goes by pretty quickly that way.

Well… yeah… I’ll probably watch all the replays…

You will?

Yes… maybe not the ENTIRE concert — but your songs? Sure… ^__^ ❤

Aww… you’re gonna watch the replays of all my songs…

Yes… (giggles)…

I’m gonna try not to read too many comments…

Why not?

I think I have a more peaceful social media experience when I don’t read the comments…

Ahh — okay then, don’t read the comments.

(Smiles)…

I told that friend… they get to meet you in August…

I thought they already knew?

Yes, but then we got to talk IN PERSON! And I was soooo giddy and excited!!!!!!!

That must’ve been why they chose to put up that instagram story…

You think so?!?!?!

You turned into Golden Retriever Puppy didn’t you?!?!?

(Thinking about this…)

Yes…. I did…………………. (hehehehehehehhehehehee)…………………..

(Sigh) — Women have an AVERSION to golden retriever puppies, didn’t you know?!?!

They do?!?!?!?!

(Sigh) — correction — MOST women — maybe not all, but most…

Why?!?!?!

I don’t know, it’s just… it feels… unsteady…

Unsteady?!

Yeah — the energy is like an excited puppy! It’s too… all over the place!

All over the place…

(Sigh)… that friend must’ve been thinking, “Dude — I’m not even sure if she’s gonna be attracted to you if you come at her with THAT ENERGY…”

(Thinking about this)…

OH MY GOD….

What?!

THEY SAID IT, WITHOUT USING THOSE WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And you’re only realising this now?

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL)

Oh…. (wide-eyed)… now I have to re-think a few things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Uhuh………………. yeah…………….. probably?

No, not probably!!! DEFINITELY!!! AHH!!!!

Why are you freaking out now?!

BECAUSE!!! I DON’T WANT TO BE THE GOLDEN RETRIVER PUPPY IF IT’S GOING TO OVERWHELM YOU!!! I HAVE TO RE-THINK SOME THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(LOL)………….. okay?!?! Fine… do that…

Have you had breakfast yet?!

Actually, no…

GO HAVE BREAKFAST. I’M GONNA SIT HERE. AND THINK THROUGH SOME THINGS ANYWAY! GO! EAT!!!

(SIGH)… okay? Love you…

I love you too!!! xoxoxoxoxoxxx