Yes? I’m suddenly awake?
Ennnnnnn… (hugsssssss)…
How did u do this without me last year?!
Because I was trying to get your attention anyway! It was a huge motivating factor.
Well you have my attention this year?!
But now it’s making me nerrrvousss!! 😅
I love you no matter how this fashion show turns out…
🫠🫠🫠❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Have u been scrolling social media?
Not that much. I try not to look at it before I go on stage in general.
Good… that’s a good habit to keep up…
I feel like I’m getting palpitations?
Have u had a lot of caffeine? Too much vape?
I don’t think so?
U think it’s just nerves?
Yes… 😣😣😣
I’m trying to remember what dream I just had… 🤔
U had a dream?
I’m sure I did dream but I can’t remember it now. I’ve gone completely blank! 😳 what did I just dream?! No idea 🤷♀️
R u sleepy? Do u wanna go back to sleep?
I… probably need to go to the toilet… and then go back to sleep… 😅
Heheh… ☺️
Are you a nervous pee’er?! Do u need to pee a lot when ur nervous?!
I guess so… doesn’t everybody?! 😅😅😅
True… lol… is it a little inconvenient with what ur wearing?!
It’s hugely inconvenient…!
Lol… 😏
What do I do? I wish I could hug u and kiss u right now… 😣😣😣
Mmm… I want that too… 🥰🥰🥰
Some ppl here think that I’m gay. Like they just weave it into the conversation, immediately making assumptions…
Lol… well… Fernando’s a little fluid, isn’t he?
No… he’s actually not…
Oh?! He’s not?!?!?!
Common Name was… Fernando is NOT…
😅😅😅 What’s the difference?!??!!
Fernando exists to please you as a public persona…
Oh??? 👀
Which is why… this fashion show… is so confusing for him…
Ahh…. well he inherited this contract from Common Name then I guess?!?
(Nodding) Yes he did… but he’s actually straight. He’s a heterosexual straight man. It seemed… more evident with his black hair? But as soon as Fernando is blonde, people start projecting onto him…
Lol… 😅😅😅 baby… you’ve got less than 24 hours then you’re outta there… you just have to acknowledge these assumptions for another… less than 24 hours?!?!?!
(Sigh) you think so?
I don’t really know the full situation! I’m not even there… but that’s my assumption about those assumptions!
Hmmm… okay… I’m just… I’m kind of getting an intuitive feeling about social media conversations… even tho I’m not scrolling right now…
That’s okay. I’m barely clicking into any comments sections. I generally avoid reading them now as well…
You’re not reading the comments?
I’m starting to train myself to ignore them, yes…
Oh… I didn’t know that 👀
Does it make you feel better?
Slightly… yes…
Well fine then I won’t read any comments at all. Pretty much. Hardly any. I won’t go into any commenting rabbit holes, I promise.
You promise?
I don’t think I need to anyway, I just generally can’t be bothered these days…
Okay… 🥺… I’m feeling slightly better about this…
That emoji doesn’t look like you’re feeling better?
🥺🥺🥺 I am… the emoji before that one was more like 🤢
Lol… okay… don’t vomit… hopefully you stop feeling like you need to vomit…
(Deeper breaths) uhuh… 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
(Chuckles) 🤭🤭🤭💕💕💕💕💕 I gotta PEE and then try to keep sleeping! I don’t want to wake up groggy at 5:00 am!
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
I love you… 😘❤️ (big hugs and kisses 💋)
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