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The In-Between

Do you remember what I used to look like? The in-between?

Between when we first met and before you became famous?

Yes… we had broken up for a bit… I had gotten a normal job… do you remember that phase?

(Sigh) … yes…

What do you remember about it?

You were getting… very wrinkly?

I was looking older than you. I was already looking middle aged and I was still in my 20s. Do you remember?

I don’t remember it in that specific detail, but I do remember wrinkles… because you were smoking?

There was a lot of smoking… wrinkles and bad teeth…

Uhuh…

But you still kissed me.

After you doused me with white wine?! Isn’t that what happened?!?!?

Was it always with alcohol?! Every kiss we’ve ever had?!

I’m not sure now… but I think you just felt that helped to loosen things up for me a bit? And it did………

Was I wrong to do that?

No. I have been a woman this whole time. I knew how much I was drinking. It’s my own choice to be a little tipsy…

And now? If we’re on a date?

You haven’t really seen how I am when I stop at just half a glass of rosΓ©?

Not these days, no… not yet… πŸ˜…

I’m relaxed enough. I don’t want more than half a glass if we’re on a date. At most, one glass. One standard glass of wine. That’ll be enough.

Will it?

That, plus some nice smelling candles or LED candlelight, some massage oil… if you wanna try that…….

I’m not sure how the massage oil… is to be… incorporated?

πŸ€­πŸ’• lol… how about you spray some essential oils relaxation blend on yourself?! Because I think you’re more nervous than I am!

Then every time we hug I’m also getting the whiff of that essential oils blend?

It comes in a spray?

I think there’s some that come in sprays, or some perfumes that also have essential oils?

Or just get the roller ball ones and put it on your neck?

My neck?

Or inside your collar if you don’t want it on your skin? Somewhere that I’ll smell it when we hug…

A relaxation blend…

Yes… it’ll help me to relax… without too much alcohol…

Hmmm…

That’ll be a healthier, more sustainable option for us.

Yes, I agree… I just have to find the right blends…

Perfect Potion in Australia is a good one. Oops there I’ve named a brand.

Perfect Potion?

Yes…. lemme go find their instagram…

πŸ€­πŸ’• (giggles) yes my love, just look on their instagram… all the clues are right there…

It’s a good brand?

I’ve had friends give me gift packs from them as birthday presents. Yes it’s a good brand. Aussie brand. The founder went to the same school that I studied Naturopathy at…

Oh? Naturopath alumni?

Something like that…

What if I just search their products, find some key notes in those blends and then find something similar from a luxury brand here in Paris?

Whatever floats your boat, my love… I’m not too fussed about this right now… whatever helps you to feel more confident about our dates…

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