Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

Mmm?

Some fans keep doing posts about “this time last year” for you…

Yeah…?

I feel like, you did not look emotionally well in those photos…

I wasn’t 😅

You hadn’t come to see me incognito yet…

No. I was very worried. I had plans to come, a little bit later in the month. I was scared you weren’t going to be there when I finally made it over…

What helped to reassure you that I’d be there?

Blind faith?! I don’t know. There were no guarantees. I just had to hold on and pray every day…

You really prayed?

Yes. I didn’t even pray for you to remember me, I just prayed that you’d still be there when I had the time to come find you… and that you were still single…

Well. I was technically single. But I think in one of the interactions I said to Mr Incognito that I was taken?

Yeah. I knew that was a lie. I knew you just didn’t want the attention. Mr Incognito was being creepy.

Mmm… he smelled of alcohol, that was the only reason I said that…

Right. Yes. The alcohol.

But you’re all cleaned up now?

Yes! Definitely.

Good 🥰

Did you think that I was gonna give you that kind of ultimatum?

Yes. That was my face this time last year. I was doing this sober. I was scared, I was nervous, but I was doing it for you anyway. “I know she likes fashion. I hope she sees this…”

Oops but I didn’t see it in real time…

🤣 I know. It didn’t matter. You were still able to look up the videos later when I piqued your interest as the characters…

Yeah… I’m just thinking back on the timelines… there were also some other coincidences… did you plan those?

No. I didn’t plan that much. I know, those coincidences felt like a gift from God! I was so delighted and I grabbed them as opportunities of fate. I had to start scheming. How do I make sure that you’re mine and I’ll never lose you again?

It took that long to plan?

It took a lot of deep thought and planning. Yes.

But did you expect that I would remember towards the end of 2024?

Not at all. I didn’t know how long it was going to take, exactly… otherwise I probably wouldn’t have signed these recent contracts.

Oh… the contract renewals…

Yeah. Like I could’ve just walked away. I still made some money. I could’ve just walked away, settled in a new life in Australia in a decent sized home. Come to find you…

But why didn’t you?

… … I think I just felt… it wasn’t gonna be good enough?

You put that restriction on yourself tho. It would’ve been plenty good enough for me.

Yeah. I did. I felt that, I need to do more, I need to earn more. It’s not good enough. I renewed the contract.

And now? Do you regret renewing it?

No… but I don’t want to renew it a 3rd time…

Why not?

I’m already feeling done with this. Especially with a fucking CYCLONE hurtling your way! This is also a sign from God! Nothing else matters. I want to spend the rest of our lives together. Once this contract is finished, that’s it. I’ll still have other projects. I will pick and choose. Only the projects that give me way more flexibility to come back and see you all the time. Even come back and get you if there’s an emergency, a natural disaster. I’ll only say yes to those contracts.

Oh…? Will you have that much power and control by then with those types of creative projects?

I believe so. Yes.

Wow… okay?

Okay?

Well. Yeah… if that’s the situation…

It will be the situation. I’m making sure of it.

Aww… you love me so much 🥰💕

I do….. 🥺💕