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What did u have for dinner?

I haven’t even had it yet, babe… I’m about to go cook some dumplings…

What?! Isn’t it getting so late?!

This is what I mean by missing my Mum. If she was here, I would’ve come home and just had dinner already.

But no, there’s so much stuff to do, domestic chores. I still need to do laundry tonight or maybe tomorrow morning as well. It goes on and on and on…

And then when I talk to other coworkers who are working longer hours, studying more intensely than me — I feel guilty! I feel like such a slacker.

I don’t even want to work that hard. I don’t even want to study that much.

It really got to a point today when I started thinking — if we’re really married… what if I dived back in to the wellness industry?

And do what?

I don’t know yet my darling. If I’m brainstorming these ideas, I’d rather brainstorm with you about it face to face. In April, or whenever, when we’re together…

Oh? Okay? I thought you closed that chapter?

It’s not fully closed yet…

I don’t know why I was feeling so tired of the work today, I had a thought, I could literally jump on Zoom right now and go back into the flow of an online consultation. Exactly the way I used to do it… I’ve never forgotten it. It’s just parked to the side.

And yet now I’m trying to fill my brain with new experiences, new degrees… does my brain even have that much plasticity?!

😅😅😅😏😏😏 I’m sure it does… it’s whether or not you really want it…

Yeah. I dunno. Now I’m hungry.

Okay. Go eat 😘❤️