,

2:30 am

It’s March!

Yes?

You’re being weird…

Am I?! 😅

Yes… the energy is a bit off…

How so?

I don’t know… 🤔 r u vaping?!

No.

R u drinking?!

No.

What r u doingggg?

I’m just watching old videos…

Of who?

Myself.

Why? How old?

I feel like… I’m over the hump…

What?

I’ve peaked. And it’ll never go back to how it once was…

U mean in terms of performances?

Yeah…

The precision in your moves…

Yes…

How did you compartmentalise missing me, and pouring yourself into that level of perfection?

Ahh… I was trying to get your attention… 😏😅

Hmmm… and now you have my attention you can just relax and take it easy…?

😅😅😅 Something like that. Plus aging in general

You’re like comparing Travis Kelce game footage to recent Super Bowl performance when everyone is telling him to retire? “Oh he’s running so slow now…” — ?

😅😅😅😅😅 There’s actually a lot of comments comparing the past to the present…

Don’t let that swirl in your mind for too long tho… imagine if I was obsessed with trying to get my Melbourne Bitch body back? Would you want me to obsess over that? Try to starve myself, go to the gym incessantly? Book in for some nip, tuck?

No. I definitely don’t want you to do that. Of course you were gorgeous but… I love you the way that you are now.

Well I feel the same way about you!

😅😅😅😅😅 you haven’t really met me yet…

You’re like, super insecure about Nude Face…

Yes…

But we said all those things, April dating, holding hands…

It… actually doesn’t make me feel that much less nervous… 😅 I’m a little less nervous but not by that much…

🥰💕

Also I’m still feeling protective

Oh yeah? What are the updates with your bro and the psycho fans? I haven’t been able to come across any updates on Instagram…

They’re just… an annoying part of our reality — but not your reality. I won’t let that happen. 

Hmmm?

We’re used to it. Me and the bros. You don’t have to worry about it.

Mmmm… so what was it like when you were at that “peak performance” — ? I’m not even sure of the timelines, what was I doing?!

You were… looking very cute, very sexy… 🥰💕 and… I just felt… I felt a new motivation.

What motivation?

Because — you know. People did try to set me up with other girls…

👀 Oh?! And did you date them?!?!?

😅😅😅 Not really… I was okay getting to know them in a group of friends… but then, I just wasn’t attracted to them. The more new women I met, the more it made me miss YOU… I was like, “Fuck. Nobody compares to her. I don’t want anybody else but her!”

Oh… is that what happened with every “set up” — ?

Yes. That’s the Truth. I was cringing throughout the whole thing. And it got to a point I was really reflecting in my own despair. How can I get you back?! I just decided I’m going to build up this image. I’m going to be so famous that you can’t ignore me!

Oh… I see…

Did it work?

Evidently 😘❤️

🫠🫠🫠 But today, this morning your “I won’t speak to you for 8-10 hrs” really triggered me… I was trying to act cool about it but… I felt lonely

Awww… my dear! It wasn’t even for that long?!

I can’t, I don’t want… (hugs and squeezes!!!) I miss you even when you’re sleeping, you don’t count how many hours you’re asleep but I do!

Awwww… 😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️

I need you…

I… understand this… now…

This is why I love you more 🥺

Yeah. You do…

Is it suffocating? Am I suffocating you? 😣😣😣

No… we’re all good… ❤️