Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

U can’t just say ur not talking to me for 10-12 hrs. I don’t think that’s a normal relationship?!

It’s not?!

No?!?!?

But u said “that’s ok I have meetings and rehearsals during the day too”

I change my mind! I don’t like it! You still have to check in all the time. I don’t want to not hear from you for 10-12 hours!

Umm… what if… I don’t, I am trying to imagine a situation…

There’s no situation! If we’re in a relationship, we’re in a relationship. We will talk and text all the time! There’s no limit like “oh I won’t talk to you for 10-12 hrs! People just don’t do that!”

Ugh… did you just talk to your bros about this or something and then decided, “hang on, that’s not normal?!”

Something like that. Yes. Now what are you doing?! How come you have time to talk right now?!

Because… I just need a slight reprieve after work… then I’m going to eat a light snack, then I really do want to attempt at some homework this afternoon and evening…

Right. So just say that. Just update like that.

Okay but sometimes — I don’t feel like sharing all that with the blog readers!

There’s 15 readers, you’ll be fine my darling.

But in the future?

After April, these types of updates will be private.

Oh, really?

Yes.

Are you buying me a Barbie phone?

Maybe.

Maybe?!

Maybe. Or it might be another phone. I haven’t decided.

Oh?

What other phones might you want?

Hmmm… I don’t know…

There are some newer Samsungs coming out soon.

Hmm… I don’t know. I’ll wait for some tech reviewers’ opinions on them first…

Ok, nevermind about the phones. What did you eat today?

Krispy Kreme bagel 🥯

Oh? That’s different?

Yeah… I felt like a change.

What did you have in the bagel?

Salmon, cream cheese, rocket… on a blueberry bun.

Was it good?

Yes…

You like that combination of bagel 🥯?

Yes…

Okay… 📝

🤭💕 What are you planning?!

Nothing.

Lol don’t lie!

Ok it’s not nothing. But it’s a surprise so I don’t want to tell you about it… 😏

And now the surprise involves bagels?!

Maybe… 😏💕

Lol…

Anything else to update?

Not really for the public blog…

Why not?

Umm… I’ve started listening to Lisa’s new album… I can talk about that…

Do you like it?

Yes.

How would you rate it out of 10?

Oh I haven’t fully sat down and listened properly. I was driving to and from work and listening.

What is your rating just driving to and from work and hearing it?

Ummm… 7/10?

Interesting…

That’s a preliminary rating! I’m not set in stone with it yet. Give me TIME please. I need more time to listen to it.

Okay fine. Take your time…

Now you’re ok with me taking my time?

Take your time, but also update frequently in the meantime.

Lol… 😅

I miss you so much already. I need constant updates, otherwise I’m going to have an emotional crisis…

Why?!?!?!

I don’t know. I still feel a little insecure about this.

Why?!

Maybe I can’t shake off this feeling until we meet up in April in real life…

Okay… well, what else have you been doing today?

Me? I wrote some comedy scenarios for Hot Ones. 

Oh? For yourself or your bros?

Mostly for myself, my characters. It’s gonna be funny when we go on the show.

I’m very much looking forward to it 🥰

Anything else?

Well… we gotta start brainstorming looks for the Met Gala…

Oh? And how’s that going?

I’m overthinking it. I’m putting a different kind of pressure on myself this year…

Why?

Because you’re looking forward to it… I want you to feel proud of me when I go there.

I’m already so proud of you!

I know but… I just really want a good look this year…

Okay. And how are you going to achieve that?

Well… I’m considering changing stylists…

Oh?

Like you said, stylists are the behind the scenes magicians… I appreciate my current stylist but… I don’t know, I’ve just been re-thinking some things…

What things?

Like maybe I want a new stylist…

What’s going to happen to the employment of the current stylist?

Oh they still have plenty of work! All the bros with their new brand deals, they need their help too. It’s a lot. The stylists are booked and busy!

So you kinda want one who’s a new person but also has the time and energy to focus on you solely instead of your bros?

Yeah… maybe… I dunno, I haven’t fully decided… I was just thinking about it…

Are you interviewing anyone? Do you already have some new candidates in mind?

Yeah… I do have some people in mind… no interviews yet… 

Well… how do you know them? And how do you know they would leave their current projects to be your stylist?!

Hmm… I know them because they already have an impressive portfolio and I like their work.

I don’t know if they would accept my contract offers… that’s an unknown in this situation… so I’m still thinking about it…

Maybe you can’t afford them?! You know, like, if this “ambition” for a new stylist was to get Law Roach from Zendaya — MY LOVE — I don’t think you can convince him to leave that partnership!!!

😅😅😅 You’re right. You’re absolutely right. No, it’s not Law Roach… but maybe someone similar… yeah, I could never steal Law Roach from Zendaya… 😅😅😅 I wouldn’t want to either… but… someone else in fashion… I’ve got a few candidates in mind…

What about the brands tho!? Don’t they also have their own teams of stylists?

The thing is, in my own personal experiences with these fashion projects — there’s just so many different opinions! I’m a musician. It’s doing my head in.

I’d rather have my own personal stylist talk to their teams of stylists, and then, they come together to agree on a look and vibe for me. I don’t really want to spend that much time worrying about this. I want my time to focus on my music. And focus on us. Our relationship.

I get it, baby…

You do?

Yes! I do… and I think… it’s gonna be interesting… to see how this unfolds… I’m not gonna say any of that is a bad idea. It’s not.

I just think… these are sensitive scenarios… people are already booked with their current clientele… you’re trying to poach somebody… you’re trying to get an exclusive contract with someone with all the talent that you want for yourself! Your own brand image for your characters…

😏💕 You get it…

I do… and I’m your fiancé so I do support whatever you decide… 🥰💕

Good. I needed to talk to you about this. I couldn’t wait 10-12 hours!

Lol… it’s okay I get it…

What else do you think? About this idea?

I don’t really know?! I don’t know specifically who you’re thinking of? Which stylist?! All I know for sure is that he’s not Law Roach?!?!?

Not yet… 😏 but what if, in the contract I’m offering this person… the image evolves and they build a name for themselves like Law Roach?!

Babe… I don’t know about these kinds of details… I would like to eat my snacks and work on my assignments for the rest of this afternoon and evening please… 😅

Hmm… okay… but I do have your emotional support?

Of course! I love you! I trust you! 😘❤️ You’ll make the right decisions for this situation…

🥰🥰🥰💕💕💕 That’s all I needed to hear. Love you 😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️

Love you too 🥰💕