Do you really think I had a nose job?
I don’t know anything anymore, my darling… what am I supposed to think?! I have no idea…
I want to know if you really think I have that in me… that I would get a nose job…
If you DIDN’T get one — that’s almost more insane…
How so?!
Then you’re literally getting into a makeup chair, it’s gonna take an extra 15, 20 minutes more than normal celebrities — to put on A NOSE BRIDGE and HIGHER CHEEK BONES?!?!?! And possibly double eye-lid tapes?!?!?!?! REALLY?!!?!? YOU’RE REALLY DOING IT?!?!?!?!
(LOLOLOLOLOLOL)… what if I was? What if the real me — Nude Face — really doesn’t have any of those features?
(Sigh)…
Will you still find me attractive?
Yes… I think I will…
How do you know?!
Because I overlooked all that in the first place! In 2007!!!
But you also broke up with “all that” in 2007…
The personality was different. The personality hadn’t developed a frontal lobe. It wasn’t about looks. It was about an immature personality…
(Nodding, accepting)… (He KNOWS this… he’s just wanting to go over it again)…
You know, somebody once commented under a Tik Tok that I came across, “I wish he was real…”
Really?!
Yeap… that comment exists… and then they started arguing about why wouldn’t you be real?!?!?!
(LOLOLOLOLOLOOLLLLL)
How would that fan have known, though?!
(Shrugs shoulders)… maybe they’re just really sceptical of celebrities in general…
There wouldn’t be anyone that you know personally that would comment like that?
Nah… it’s a bit… creepy…?!?!?!
Yeah… I didn’t think they would’ve known you in real life…
But there is a sub-group of them… even in my country, my culture… they’re getting more and more sceptical…
Oh, I see…
Are you worried?
Not really, it’s not like I live there… it doesn’t make a difference to me?! Or my life?!?!
Yeah. It really doesn’t. You don’t have to worry about this. I’m just worried about… our dating…
Why?! Are you still umm’ing and ahh’ing about whether or not to put on make-up, prosthetics, double eye-lid tape for OUR DATES?!?!?!
(Nodding… sheepish grins…)….. Do you think it might make it easier?!
I don’t know…………………….. what do you mean “easier”……………………..?!?!?!?!
Maybe we should talk about this later… aren’t you supposed to be IN CLASS?!?!!??!!
(Shrugs shoulders)….
Focus on class first. I don’t want to distract you too much.
You just don’t want to keep talking about this — like this!
I’m still thinking about how I’m coming to see you in April… I need to think about it a bit more… on my own… I need to make some decisions…
DON’T get actual plastic surgery, please…
Why not?!
It’s not worth it — let me see — THE REAL YOU — first!!! I want to MEET NUDE FACE!!!!!
Stoppppp…!!! You’re not meeting Nude Face! That’s it. My decision is made. Prosthetics and make-up it is. Who cares if fans see me. I’ll wear sunglasses and a hat. And I’ll politely explain, “I’m on holidays, give me a break.” That’s it. I’ll deal with it.
(Sigh) You are right… I’m not in the right head space with classes going simultaneously to finish talking about this… we HAVE NOT FINISHED talking about this! Don’t do anything drastic — we haven’t finished talking about this!!!!
(Sigh)……..
Love you anyway!!!
Love you too…
(Big hugs, cuddles and squeezes)…
The problem now is — you’re imagining cuddles and squeezes with THAT GUY — not me! You’re imagining cuddling and squeezing THE CHARACTERS…
Okay we REALLY haven’t finished talking about this!!!!
To be continued…!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxxx
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