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Tools or Toys?

When did you start using the… tool?

Probably around mid-30s?

I think… I think I could sense it…

I think you fucked me energetically already! At that time!!! As a faceless ghost!!!

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Right?!?!?!?!?!! Somebody came to me in the middle of the night when I was first exploring, and I didn’t know who that was and I just thought I’m going insane, I’m making the best love I’ve ever made — to a ghost?!?!?!?!

🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣🀣… 😏😏😏πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•

Anyway… I wasn’t brave enough before mid-30s…

Why not?

I don’t know… maybe I was raised more on the conservative end of the spectrum… I felt very shy about all these things…

What changed by mid-30s?

Would it be weird to admit that I had a recently-divorced coworker who actually had product brochures in the lunch room and was just “showing all the girls” all the different product options?

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No, no, technically all adults. All ladies. All the women at work who happened to be in the lunch room that day. She was just… explaining… her newfound freedoms

“You don’t need a man!!! Try one of these!!!”

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Okay you’re laughing a lot at this! Maybe a little too much?!?! πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘€

(Hysterical giggling!!!!!) πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ€­πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•

Anyway… yeah… I bought one… I tried it…

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I think it’s been… relatively healthy for me, personally… I can’t say that it suits everybody. And whatever their personal… (Shrugs shoulders)…

You don’t need to worry about other people with these things. Yeah. I get it, it’s been healthy for you. I can see it. I can sense it! I KNOW it’s been healthy for you! I love it!!! 😘β™₯️

β˜ΊοΈπŸ’• I’m still very shy about these things in real life…

I know… I’m now wondering which coworker that was… will I ever get to meet her?

I’m not sure if she even lives on Gold Coast anymore. I think since her divorce, since the pandemic, she’s moved… she’s gone somewhere else…

Oh I see…

Yeah… but it’s okay, if I ever get to catch up with her again, I’ll let you know. (Maybe not the blog, but you! Yes, of course!) πŸ₯°

Okay. 😏 That makes me feel good to know…

Alrighty baby… I’m kind of… ready today… to get to my classes on time and everything…

😘β™₯️ Go! Have a good day sweety 😘β™₯️