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Realities…

I just realised that this might be my reality…

What reality?

Like even 5, 10 years from now? Especially if we don’t ever have kids? I’m just sitting at McDonald’s by myself having breakfast while you’re in another time zone and I don’t want to wake you up for a video call.

Oh? You can always wake me up for a video call, I barely sleep anyway. No matter the time zone.

That’s why I don’t want to bother you if you finally fell asleep!

Oh… okay…

It’s fine, I guess it won’t happen that much once we’re actually together. You’re right, you barely sleep. I can just nudge you for a video call…

YES! EVEN IF I’M ASLEEP! JUST CALL ME! I DON’T NEED SLEEP! I NEED YOU! I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY! IF YOU WANNA SEE MY FACE, JUST CALL ME!!!

Even if it’s Nude Face?!

Ugh… I’ll say “give me 5 minutes” and then I’ll call you

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Feeling better about this?

Well maybe the time zone is really weird and you’re in rehearsals. I’m not gonna bug you during those times. I’ll just sit at McDonald’s or whatever other café in the mornings and write and contemplate…

And I’ll read your writing straight away, as soon as I get out of rehearsals and give you a call straight away about whatever you were writing about…

No, I don’t think you have to do that. You won’t need to read anything, just call me. Don’t need to read when we’re actually together.

Oh, I see. Okay, then I’ll call you straight away as soon as I’m out of rehearsals.

Okay… yeah… so I guess it’s not exactly like my current reality…

No. It doesn’t have to be. I’ll be there. I’m here. Already! In all the ways that I possibly can.

Yeah… I know… if I really wrote it out for the blog they’re gonna think I need to be institutionalised it’s INSANE

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