Have you been drinking…?
No… 😏
Is that a real no or a fictional no?
Real no… 😅 it’s just cute that you ask…
You didn’t drink at the Billie Eilish concert?
(Shaking head) nope! Why would I need to when I could just stare at you the whole time during the concert? 😏💕
But even without seeing me, have you been drinking?
No. I really haven’t. I’m not delaying seeing you because of alcohol. I’m over that hurdle. That’s not our current problem.
What is our current problem?
What you already wrote about before in the last few posts…
Self-confidence? No glam team?
Yeah….. 🫠
Okay…
Ok?
Well I can’t do too much about it… 🤷♀️
You don’t have to do anything about it…
I haven’t watched your vlog…
That’s okay?
We’ve never been to the snow together… ❄️
No… we haven’t… that wasn’t my idea for that episode…
But I’ve been with your older brother…
Uhuh… 😒
Not like alone! With our group of mutual friends…
I know… I know about all those stories…
Do you though…? 🤔
😅 what else is there? Do I really want to know?
Are you a good skier? ⛷️
I think so? Generally good?
Can you ski backwards? Like slowly, when it’s flat, just gliding back for a bit of fun?
😏 yes… why?
Oh… nevermind…
Whyyyyyyy?
Someone else does that too …
Who?
Nobody…
Does older brother know who this is? (About to call him on speed dial)…
Ugh… just that other ex…
I had a feeling you were gonna mention him! 😤
What’s there to mention?! Fine, I remember that moment. I don’t even know why. It’s just a bit of peacocking… guys “showing off” to get a girl’s attention. It was so long ago!
It was so long ago and you still remember it… 🤨
😅😅😅😅😅😅 not like that baby…
(Sigh)……..
I remember, the moment I thought, “oh shit, are we a thing?!”
(Cringe) what moment was that?
We were in a room with other friends, and some of us started playing Mah Jong, including him…
Do you know how to play Mah Jong?
Yes…
Taiwanese or Hong Kong rules?
Oh shit, there’s different rules?
Yes, there’s at least 2 styles. Taiwanese or Hong Kong. I don’t know about mainland China. Maybe they have their own rules too?
Ugh, ok… now I don’t know which one I learned… 😅 maybe the Hong Kong rules?
Well I haven’t played in ages either but I used to know both styles… now I probably know neither…
Anyway, the guy was acting like a dumb ass, but at the time I found it endearing…
And this is supposed to make me feel better, how?! (Still cringing)…
My point is. I didn’t fall for a guy who was good at the game. He was just… more free flowing… more… silly… 🤪
Uhuh……. 😒
I think you’re overthinking your potential interactions with me this time around and you forgot even when we first met as well.
You were just being silly and you made me laugh a lot…
I was being silly? Initially? I think I kinda forgot… 😅
Didn’t you have a fucking whoopee cushion?! That you brought around as a constant joke?!
😅😅😅 Did I…?! That sounds like such a dumb ass thing to do…
THAT WAS 18 YEAR OLD YOU!!!
😅😅😅 ughhhh… that’s why I don’t want to be like that this time around!!! Silly gets your attention, but silly never lasts! You’re not going to marry a “silly” guy!
True… but also… you can be mature, but also a bit light-hearted…
Uhuh… 🫠
You’re still feeling shy?
Yes…
OK fine. Take your time…
What would you do if I just go up to you at work tomorrow and start hugging and kissing you and just pin you up against a wall? 😏🔥
Babe… that sounds… super fucking hot for a music video, but in real life I think my employers will KICK YOU OUT OF THE STORE!!!!!!!!!
😅😅😅😅😅😅😅
Why are you thinking like that anyway?
I miss you… ☺️… I’m drooling 🤤 thinking about you…
I know… I miss you too… there’s just a stepping stone for you to get thru…
A stepping stone?
Yes… this time around… re-introducing yourself…
Urghhhh that’s the worst part…
No it’s not…
It’s not?
No. Baby… think of the show “how I met your mother” — one day, you’re going to tell this story to our kids. Or if we don’t have any, our neices and nephews. How Uncle met Aunty. How he chased her…
By 2025… what happened? How did he do that?
Hmmm… I still think hugging you at work and pinning you up against the wall is a good idea for that story…
🤭🤭🤭💕💕💕 I’ll wait to see if you really dare to do that in real life…
Lol… 😅😅😅 No, actually I don’t…
See?!?!??! You have some levels of self-control and knowing what’s appropriate or not during real life situations!
😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅
We can enjoy the fantasy tho, in our minds… 😏🔥
Mmmmm… (looking around at his own bedroom)… I’ve enjoyed so many fantasies of you here…
So bring me there… in REAL LIFE…
(Nervous, shallow breathing)… 😅 I can’t… not yet… 😅😅😅 I’m SO NERVOUS just thinking about it…!
Lol… we’re going in circles…
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS TO ME IN MY OWN HEAD!!! 😣😣😣🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕
Baby… relax… chillax… it’s alright… whatever you choose to do. Whenever you actually make your move…
Every day, I’m feeling more and more ready to receive you…
Every day?
Yeah…
Then I need some more days…
Okay…
💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋
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