Did you… help him write that song, or did you talk it over with him and then he wrote it, or what?! Your Bro?!
No, no, no, no, no — he wrote that song for his girlfriend at the time… you hadn’t even remembered me yet when he wrote that song. It’s just when you remembered me… I listened to his song and realised, “Oh — that’s a really good song for us…” — So I really, really, really, REALLY WANTED TO PERFORM IT! For us…
Hmmm… so then that sparked the whole other idea of everyone else singing each other’s songs…?
(Nodding) — You’re a very creative writer…
One day, we’ll only have that footage from tonight and we’re going to show our kids, “That was the night your father proposed… publicly…” He did it in plain sight. Anyone can look that up, connect the dots — he did it. He fuckin’ did it. It’s out there. He proposed on fuckin’ Valentines Day 2025… wearing his heart on his sleeve.
(BIG SMILES) I don’t even care any more. Cancel me. I dare them to…
I know that’s not going to happen…
How do you know?!
I just know… your staff wouldn’t have approved it if it was a cancellable performance…
You really think that?
OF COURSE — THAT’S THEIR JOB. THEIR JOB IS TO PROTECT YOUR IMAGE.
Oh… I forgot about their job… sometimes I wonder what are they actually doing for me?!
(LOL) They’re not just nagging… they’re actually protecting you wholeheartedly!
(Smiles) — See?! This is why I want you to be my wife.
(Nodding) (Smiles)
Are you saying “Yes” — ? Will your answer in real life be “Yes” — ?
I feel like I’ve typed “Yes” — MULTIPLE TIMES in the last, 6 to 8 hours or whatever it’s been…
But that doesn’t give me assurance that I’m getting a “Yes” in real life — face to face…
(BIG SMILES)… HOW CAN I SAY IT THROUGH WRITING AND YOU STILL DON’T FEEL IT 100% IN YOURSELF? THE CONFIDENCE? THE FAITH?!?!?!
It’s not the same… I love your writing… I love reading it every day… it’s not the same… I’m waiting to hear it in real life… I’m still FUCKIN’ NERVOUS about any action I take IN REAL LIFE…
(Smiles) maybe I can’t really help you there… that’s something you have to work through in yourself… as a man…?
(Nodding) I’m aware I have to work through that in myself… as a man… as a human being, really — it doesn’t matter what gender…
True…
The Chaser. You are in the position of the Chaser.
Man or not, you’re chasing…
(Smiling) I’m chasing… I just did the BIGGEST FUCKIN’ PUBLIC CHASE —
(LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL) ^0^
You did… I feel like… even if some mutual friends have watched it… or stumbled upon that content… they’re gonna get a feeling… “Ohhhh… fuck… HE’S REALLY BEING HIMSELF ON STAGE… WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING?!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?”
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA………………….
This is… my equivalent… of Kanye’s big stadium proposal to Kim…
(Smiling)
But we will not have a similar ending to theirs… you’re nothing like Kanye!!! (Eeik!!)
No — the only similarity is that we are in the profession of music.
Yes… that’s the only similarity… your creative brain…
(Nodding)
You’ve matured… so much… did you know that?!
(Shaking his head)… (smiling)…
I can see it. The man that you are. (BIG SMILES)
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What does it really mean to you, for you to perform that song?
It means I’ve cleaned up… I can come to you and face you and let you know, in reality, I’m clean. I’ve cleaned up from all the messes that I made in our past.
(Smiling)…
There’s no other reason for me to do it. You’re right. It was my public proposal…
It’s not an apology, though… it’s not a public apology or anything like that. I actually don’t think you have anything to apologise for, recently… you’ve apologised already, in our past…
No. I didn’t intend it as an apology. But it’s like — proof — to myself, as well…
Yeah… I think that’s the point of the public appearance of it… it’s less about me — that you felt the need to do that publicly — it’s proof to yourself… in a way… you had to prove it to yourself… and you’ll always look back on that footage and remember why you did it.
TRUE.
It doesn’t even have to be a joke. That can be the REAL YOU —
We’re not continuing this conversation like this…
I think you’re gorgeous… just the way you are… (smiling)…
I… just want to hug you and kiss you right now…
I… want you to do that too…
…
…
…
Do you want me to play that song for you? At the beach? With a ukulele?
(Smiling)… I wouldn’t say no to that…
Acoustic version… and maybe more English lyrics…
(Nodding) (smiling)… (lip biting)…
Oh… it’s a little… dangerous…?
(Nodding)…
You’re gonna get pregnant?!
… …. … What do you think? (Smiles)… … …
Am I dressed like that at the beach?!?!?!
(Shrugs shoulders)… you could be…? Or you could be in a white t-shirt, plain shorts… wind in your hair, no make-up… no contacts…?
A blanket and some cushions…
Okay? (Smiles)…
We’re not… actually gonna… not on the beach…
(Shrugs shoulders)… not technically… maybe not… in public… it’s illegal, isn’t it?!?! We’ll have to drive home. We’re not doing that at the beach.
(I can’t even describe his facial expression and cackles right now…)
Okay My Love… I don’t know how to end this post so I’m just going to press “publish”… and start another topic…
Virgo Sun Pisces Moon 