Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

No. My body still feels like shit. I’m not pushing myself to be there. I already emailed them…

It’s not a big deal?

No. It’s an adult learning environment. Just short, quick email to be polite. No dramas.

That’s good… I want my baby to be comfortable and happy…

I don’t know if I’m going to write a LOT to you today… I do feel like catching up with the class content from home… but I don’t feel good enough to drive in to class and sit there with everybody…

That’s okay. You go do homework if you need to. I’m still in a lot of rehearsals…

Is that a lot on your body?

Yes…

Hence why you feel like you relate to Travis Kelce so much?

Well… I’m not being piled on by other guys, but… there’s a lot of cardio in what I do. Sometimes I feel like — I don’t have the breath in me — I’m not keeping up the way I used to in my 20s… and recovery takes longer.

You still don’t sleep well, so it’s going to be hard for your body to recover…

It’s not just that. My body has always been used to not having much sleep. I know it’s not that.

Okay……?

It’s just aging overall. I can feel it. I’m not fighting this. I’m not desperately trying to reverse it. I’m accepting it. I’m getting older. I don’t want to 3-peat. I don’t want to renew this contract. After this one, I’m done.

Actually I think some people were surprised you boys did renew the contract this time around…

Nobody knows how seriously close we were to not renewing at all. Nobody gets to know what discussions really went on. It was THIS close… it really was…

But then…?

I didn’t have you in my arms yet. Being on the screen — on the stage — it was the only way I knew how to pave the way to getting your attention again. I needed the clout. I rallied up ALL the boys. I would rather salary sacrifice MYSELF — so that THEY get a bigger cut — just so we stay in the limelight… for you…

Wow… this is a big reveal… if this is true………….

It IS true… (Fictionally) My Truth…

So… right now you’ve got the most Instagram followers but actually the lowest salary in the group?

(Nodding) I won’t have the most followers for long… they’re growing… they’re all climbing up. I just set a benchmark, an example — they’re all about to supersede my numbers. And I agreed to that. I said I’ll make them ALL look good. I’ll do anything I can to do it. I just needed them to help me — get YOUR attention — first. Once we got your attention, once we knew that you were back — psychologically, emotionally, even spiritually?! — as MY WOMAN — I’ll help them with everything else.

That’s been your agreement with them?

Yes. We’re going to take it to the next level, for the rest of this contract. Then we can each do our own thing…

I’m surprised they all agreed…

I’ve been thinking about this too. I kind of… can’t think of any other reason… money is not actually anybody’s real reason — it’s a surface reason — but we have other opportunities individually, other ways to make money so it was never “necessary” to keep us together. Money is not our reason.

Hmm… yeah… it wouldn’t be… I guess we don’t always get to know everybody’s else reasons…

You can’t think of it? Or you don’t want to tell the blog?

A bit of both — I have never met them in real life. It’s not something I can muscle test and feel like, “Oh yeah, I know these people enough to know their energies” — I don’t — I know YOU — I know YOUR energy — I don’t know them?!

I can’t just randomly or psychically try to tap into their “real” reasons for you…

But as my wife — just normal conversation — no psychic abilities — what are you thinking might be their real reasons?

I think it could simply be… friendship?

They feel for you… they’re there for you… as friends… genuine friends… knowing that — you were still hurting — you still needed to be up there, on stage as the characters — hoping that I’d notice…

You think that’s it?!?!

FRIENDSHIP is a REASON?!?!?!

(LOL) Yes my darling… friendship can be a genuine reason why some people just don’t really bother to quit their workplaces… It’s an “easier” place to show up to, when you have some genuine friends in your workplace.

Their WAGs agreed to it too, though…

Well — you did offer more money, in the end, didn’t you?

(Smiles) (Shrugs shoulders) … you’re the “poorest” wife of the group… (shy expression)…

That’s okay, my love… I don’t mind… (Smiles)… (LOL) ^0^

I LOVE YOU

I love you too… xoxoxoxox