Are you still thinking about the thing that never happened today?
Yeah… having dinner now…
Not listening to Charlie XCX to feel better?
No… I moved onto podcasts but now it’s making me think about the thing that didn’t happen today…
What about it? I really want to understand.
I don’t think there’s anything to say in terms of “what happened?” Because nothing happened. All I can say is my perception, my personal experience, of energies.
Energies?
Yes. Vibes.
Bad vibes today?
Yes.
From everyone?!
No. Not at all…
Just some stupid humans… 😒
I don’t know if they’re stupid. Maybe they are highly intelligent. But it was bad vibes, yes…
Why is it so upsetting?
Because I never intend to trigger anything in anyone. It always feels like a surprise to me. I don’t intend to trigger negativity in anyone.
I give everyone the benefit of the doubt first. I always assume people are inherently good. I always approach people with an open, optimistic energy.
When other humans immediately shut that down — I feel like that was totally uncalled for. Because I never intended to trigger anything…
I always feel surprised. And I do feel hurt. It’s a wound. It’s an emotional wound. So I’m still processing it… Something that never actually happened.
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