I still don’t understand why your Witch “friend” would send you those energies? Even if they’re “blessings in disguise” — it just doesn’t make sense to me.
Sometimes Witches practice chaos magick.
I don’t — but some do. Sometimes.
What is chaos magick?
They just throw shit out there to fuck with everyone. They don’t care. They’re anarchists — energetically.
😒… … … … …
Yeah… 🤷♀️
And this is with good intentions?!
Generally good intentions, yes. For me — because I known it’s been sent by a friend — I know I’m protected. The hurt is not coming from them.
They don’t know my wounds or triggers. They don’t know me that well. They’re basing this off of an “illusion” of me — from Tik Tok.
They really seem to think I’m much, much stronger than I am…
It’s like we’re playing baseball, but I’m actually a softball player.
It’s like on Tik Tok my persona is a baseball player. So they’re having fun too. They’re sending this chaos magick thinking I’ll just take the energetic swing.
Except I can’t!!! In real life I’m a softball player. I’m not swinging at a ball coming at me that hard that fast… I just let the energetic ball hit my face?!?!??! 😅 it hit me right in my heart… they didn’t realise it… 🥺💔
I need softballs, in real life… I’m not taking a swing at fast balls… does that make sense?! I need the under arm throws… soft… gentle… I’m not taking a swing at a fast ball… I don’t bite those baits…
So… you think the Witch friend tried to give you a “fast ball” so that you could hit a home run — they tried to energetically set you up… but instead, you got hit instead because you didn’t have it in you to swing fast enough — but your TIK TOK PERSONA really does make people think that you have that in you!!!
Yeah… I don’t know why I do that?! Why… when I feel like turning on tik tok and recording random stuff… I’m in that energy… but I haven’t been in that energy for a while… I’m not feeling it today… definitely not… it’s had the opposite effect of her intentions… I don’t want to turn on tik tok. I don’t want to talk about it at all…
There’s nothing to say because nothing happened.
Your Tik Tok… seems like… you’re ready to fight anyone — with words — like you’re really obnoxious and SASSY…
LOL yeah… who is she?!?! 😅 She’s not me… 🤭
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