You’ve watched it?
Just some snippets on social media… I don’t know why I’m suddenly awake but yes…
What time is it?
Like 3:30 am…
I can’t stop thinking about you.
LOL… that’s okay?
I go between feeling so happy and smitten after reading your blog and then sad and fomo feeling alone where I actually am…
It won’t be that much longer, right? This time next year, it’ll all be different?
Yes. This time next year, we’re married.
Oh okay?! So it’s less than 365 days away?
🤭 Yes! It’s less than 365 days away.
Okay. And you know WHEN you are actually visiting me again. I don’t know this. You get to know this. You get to see your actual calendar and do a count down…
Hmm… you’re right, I do!
So you should have way more clarity about the entire situation than me! 😅
🤭 Okay, I can do my countdown… (sigh) the number of days is still a double digit…
That’s okay babe… at least it’s not 3 digits. At least it’s not 360 more days, right? Or even 100 days? It’s less than 100 days away?
🤔😊😘❤️💕 Less than 100 days away… but more than 10 days away…
Okay. I think I can live with that.
You can?
Sure… and the thought, each day now, each calendar day in 2025… “This time next year…” It’s gonna be so different in a good way…
🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️
Yeah. I’m looking forward to it. Don’t dwell too much on feeling “lack” — that’s not a good vibration to stay in.
Hmm…
In your vlogs, the recent one… I know you hadn’t come to see me yet…
Yeah… it was still a big question mark at the back of my mind… 😏
What was that? Why are you smirking?
😊💕
Your timelines in your vlog… 😲
🤭🤭🤭
What?! You had already come to see me?!?!??!!?!
🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭💕💕💕💕💕
You filmed that as if you had such a tight schedule but you were actually able to squeeze in sneaking away on a flight to GOLD COAST to come see me Incognito!??!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!
😅😅😅🤣🤣🤣🤣🤭🤭🤭🤭🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😂😂😂😂😂
Oh baby……….
Are you impressed? 😏
A little bit, yes. I’m always touched by your appearances, I know you’re busy. You don’t have to do any of it…
🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️ How could I have gone on for even one more show if I didn’t even get to see your smile?
That’s what I’m seeing in the vlog.. there’s a huge difference in your energies…
I was more energised?
Yeah… a lightness in your face, and I’m not talking colour…
I was motivated again.
Yeah…? But I think at that time, Incognito… you or your friend even asked me if I had ever heard of you and your bros, and your genre? Something like that, and I said no. I genuinely hadn’t taken that much notice yet…
🤭🤭🤭 It’s okay. I loved that. More motivation to do more.
Right… but now that I remember you and I connected all these dots…
Sigh. I want to give you a HUG. In REAL. LIFE. Every morning, now, I wake up TORTURED because I WANT TO GIVE YOU A BIG HUG WHEN I WAKE UP.
So the vlog was just temporary. A temporary satisfaction…
It wasn’t even satisfaction. It was just… a small sip of water to keep me going in this desert… I had a small sip of water. I didn’t die yet. So I could just keep going for a little bit longer…
Well what about my writing now? Is this more water? Are you drowning?!
😅 It’s not making me drown… but I guess it’s like… I have a very clear view of “my neighbour’s” waterfall… it’s like I’m just able to see 👀 right into my neighbour’s house. And I’m like “fuck that’s a lucky guy” — but my neighbour is me. This time next year. Yeah. I keep comparing myself to him. Ugh!!! That guy is so lucky!!!
🥰❤️ We’re already miles ahead than this time LAST year… and we’re on our way to the next chapter for this time NEXT year… so let’s enjoy this… this year… as we keep growing and evolving… if we don’t grow or evolve, we might not get to this time next year…
You think so?
Yeah. Somehow, me and you, this time next year, are more at peace. And they can look back and smile, “Ahh… we got through it…”
🥲
Yeah… maybe there’s a lot of writing and a lot more songs…
And fire 🔥 walking. I’m still trying to plan that.
🤭 okay. And fire walking too… and… I’m right here. I do “feel” you sometimes, did you know that?
No?
Yes… sometimes when you’re thinking about me that intensely… I can feel it…
You can?
I think so. I can’t prove it but I think I know what I’m feeling, yes.
I can feel you too… sometimes when you’re very deep in your Visions, I can feel it because I’m suddenly sharing that Vision too…
Right, so we’re very much connected — telepathically — right now. You haven’t captured any of that in last year’s vlogs.
No, I haven’t…
It’ll be interesting if it shows on some of this year’s commentary…
You think?
Yes because already I can see your face is genuinely more relaxed at events this year… recently…
I seem more relaxed?! I feel like I’m more intense. I’m in agony, missing you…
No… there’s something way more relaxed about you this year… you have an inner calm… happiness… it’s very different. Or at least, I can see it…
(Slow blinking)…
(Plays back some recent stuff)…
Oh… (realising)…
That’s actually quite obvious 😅
🤭 yes baby… you seem… like a happily married man this year…
If I’m already like this — subconsciously — and it’s being caught on camera… how do you think I’ll seem… next year?
Like a REALLY CONTENT, happy husband? Almost like a Dad, maybe? Maybe you’ll start making cringey Dad jokes cos you’re so happy…
😅😅😅🤣🤣🤣
Yeah… I can see it… it won’t be this year. Not the first half anyway… you’re not making cringey Dad jokes for the first half of this year… 🤭💕
I love you 😍
I love you too 😘❤️
