Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

I think we’ve lived in India in our past life.

You think so? 🤔

Yeah… I think you were the guy who built the Taj Mahal for his wife.

Oh?… didn’t she die in childbirth? That’s so sad… 🥴🥺

Yeah. But that’s why, I think you still have that aversion, deep down, to having kids in this life. Cos your Soul is kinda traumatised. Your Soul has past life PTSD — that’s the real reason why you don’t want kids.

😅 Wow… I’ll have to really think about this to decide whether or not I agree…

I feel for that man’s pain now though…

Yeah…?

Yes. It’s heart wrenching. To love your Soul Mate so deeply. To lose them so early, so suddenly…

😢

Maybe we lived through it now…

What do you mean?

Well. For whatever reason, this has been our karma. For whatever reason, whatever we may have done? Have caused? Karmically? In our past? That we had our “punishment” in this life… and our suffering for all these years…

Why would we have had any punishment?

I don’t know, maybe from another life even prior to the Taj Mahal life…

🤔 You really think so?

🤷‍♀️ I don’t know. It’s possible… what if we were the bad guys? What if we were the colonisers? The crusaders? Or whoever else that torched through people’s villages and only left death and destruction?

😅😅😅 well… I don’t know…

I think it’s possible. Us in our worst tendencies. It’s not that surprising. Our Souls are trying to heal from all of it.

(Nodding… deeply contemplating…) I’m not sure if I believe… in everything that you’re saying… that whole paradigm of past lives…

Okay? So what do you believe?

Well… what if I told you that I’m now more Christian…?

(Sigh) That’s fine… if it helps you to stay away from the smoking and drinking and gambling… yeah, that’s okay.

(Nodding) It does help me to stay away from all that too…

Okay. Well… I don’t mind…

Really? Would you come with me to Church on Sundays?

🥴🥴🥴 (really cringing inside)…… can I just go to a yoga class while you go to Church on Sundays?

🤭 Yes, My Love. You can go do yoga while I’m at Church… but what about when we have kids?

Hmm… can we alternate Sundays with them?

What do you mean?

This Sunday you take them to Church with you, the next Sunday I take them to yoga with me?

😊 I think that should be ok.

Will there be a lot of Church gossip?! “Oh why doesn’t your wife ever come to Church?!”

I don’t really give a fuck about what they’re gonna say. My presence in Church is a very personal decision. Me, not forcing you to come with me, is also a very personal decision. It has nothing to do with them. It’s between me and God…

Oh my GAWSH you really converted recently haven’t you….?

(Nodding) Yes… because you’re back in my life… even in this way. You’re back. I made that promise… it’s between me and God.

… Sorry, I don’t know why my own writing is making me cry…

That’s okay. It’s okay to cry when you’re processing with your craft…

Yeah. It’s a lot every time you talk about your Spirituality like that…

I won’t talk about it all the time.

Good. Because I don’t really wanna go there yet… and not too much on the public blog.

That’s okay. I’ll put a lot of it into my songs…

But getting back to our kids… I know you’ll want them baptised…?

(Sigh) Yes. Would that be alright?

Yes. But are they allowed to be blessed by Buddhist Masters as well?

Yes. I don’t mind. I know some people at Church who will have something to say about that but I don’t care. And you’re not there to hear it. I’ll take all of it. Whatever they wanna throw at me about it. I don’t mind. I can handle it.

Okay… well… sure. Also, it’s not like I wouldn’t turn up at major events…

Oh?

Yeah like Easter and Christmas, I guess..  but you also have to show up for Buddha’s Birthday!!!!!

🤗 I can show up for Buddha’s Birthday.

Okay well. That’s that then.

Yeap. That’s that for now…

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