What?
I just read your poem…
I need another pandemic.
LOL — what?!?!
I need another pandemic. Everybody else needs to go into fuckin’ LOCK DOWN and I need to come see you while we’re being forced by our governments to stay home and not go out.
(Giggles)… If that were the case, would you even be allowed to fly out…?
I don’t care. I want another pandemic. Everybody — just fuckin’ STOP. The world can STOP. For a month. Or three. Or forever. Just stop. I’m done. I’m fuckin’ DONE.
Noooo… that wasn’t the intention of my poem!!! I don’t want your fans to read this and be like, “SHE’S TAKING HIM AWAY FROM US!!!”
I was never theirs. I’m YOURS.
But your characters —
That’s just a day job.
(I… don’t know how to explain my expression right now)…
FUCK. — What song were you listening to when you wrote that poem?
(Smiling)…
What song??? Did you listen to a song?!
(Nodding)
What song?!?!!?
Taylor Swift… Guilty As Sin…
(Wide-eyed)… (Slow-blinking)… (Smiling? Lip biting?!?!)…
Okay my love… I NEED TO SLEEP. For real… I wrote a poem for today… tonight… it’s already… 2:00 am… I got class tomorrow (today) morning…
(Sighs)… there’s no pictures, no music, only words… your poetry…
Yes, and…?
(Shaking his head)… I’m so fuckin’ AROUSED by your WORDS knowing that they’re YOUR words!!!
(Giggles)
But I don’t know how anyone else is reading this…
It doesn’t matter, I’m not even writing for them…
