Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

Hunny Bunny, I have a serious question…

Sure darling, ask me anything.

Were you… born a girl…?

(Chuckles) Where did the idea for that question come from?

It’s been at the back of my mind for a little while… I’ve been observing and just wondering…

How would that even make sense? Was there a trigger for this question or someone else told you? Did you read some fan conspiracy theories?!

No, I didn’t read any fan theories about this… it’s just been me wondering… a trigger may have been a conversation I overheard whilst on my lunch break at work…

Oh?

There was a gay couple and they were talking about sex changes…

Okay?

I didn’t hear all the details — but it would seem — it’s possible people would be surprised to learn how many trans people actually do walk among us. How much the artificial hormones do mimic — and hide — their Truths — of whatever sex they were born with… you would just be surprised, ya know? Many people actually wouldn’t be able to tell unless the trans person “came out” and told them…

Okay so — hypothetically — if you do believe that I was born a girl — and it was my choice when I decided to “come out” — not only to you but to the rest of the world — and I’ve obviously chosen not to… then… why ask me like that? I still don’t see why that would be helpful…

Oh… okay… so I’m not supposed to just ask like that?

(Shrugs shoulders) I’m actually not sure, either… it’s just so random that you’ve asked me this question this morning. I’m not that mentally prepared to navigate this conversation today… if I keep denying and denying it, would it make you even more suspicious? But also — I’m genuinely wondering — where is your “evidence” that you have in your mind about this theory?! (Chuckling) Am I that effeminate sometimes that it’s making you wonder if I was born a girl?!?!!

Well… I started googling and it’s like… even the ORGAN… it could be… you could fool me… you know? You really could — if you’ve had procedures done before we’d ever even met… it’s possible. You know?! It’s totally possible that you’ve completely had me fooled. That even the ORGAN can be… altered… and it feels real… like… IT FEELS REAL….

(LOL) You don’t have to keep emphasizing it like that, I think most people know… it’s possible…

Okay well… ummm… I don’t know, I was just having these thoughts… just wondering about you… I guess… sometimes you act like you’re living with a big, dark secret or something — how would I know? Aren’t these the type of things we should talk about before we’re legally married and you give me that assurance — whatever it is — of your Truth? Or would you wait until we’re legally married and then — the big reveal?!?!?!!?

(Chuckles)… (Deep sighing)… IF I was born a girl… my dear… I think I would tell you before we were legally married… yes… I think that I would want to tell you before we were married… IF I was born a girl… I think that… my personality… I wouldn’t even want that to be a hidden storyline by my characters — I think I would just weave that into the narrative… I don’t know why, but I just think I would… IF that were my Truth — but it’s not. It’s genuinely not… I don’t know how else to make it clearer other than to keep saying, that’s not MY truth — that’s not something that I’m actively “hiding” at all… because it’s not my truth… I don’t know how other people live with that kind of secret, but that’s not me at all… it’s not my Truth…

Oh… okay… so that’s not you… you’re 100% male…?

(Chuckles) I don’t know about my MIND being 100% male… what if I wanted it the other way around? What if after we’re married, one day, I told you — actually, I’d like a sex change… I’d like to become a woman now — then what? Would you stay married to me if I became a woman?

(Thinking about this)…

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Yes.

You would?

(Nodding)

Why?

Because… I love you…

Oh? You do?

Yes… and… if you want to be a woman — because I love you — that’s okay too.

Really?!?!!?!? You’re really SURE about this?!?!?!?!?!!

(Nodding)

Are you… a lesbian? Are you bi?!?!?

(Shrugs shoulders) Maybe bi… sometimes… depends… I don’t know…

(Chuckles) You think so?! This isn’t for the fictional blog?!

Well… I’m bi — for you — if you wanted to be a woman, I’d love you too. So yeah, I’m bi for you. Only you.

(LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL) Okay…

Is that a good thing?

(Nodding) Yes. My Love — it’s a very good thing.

Is it?!?!!?

(Nodding) Yes… (Brings her closer to kiss her on the forehead)

Okay, well, I’m glad we’ve had that conversation…

We haven’t finished! I haven’t asked YOU — the other way around!!!

(Sigh) No I wasn’t born a boy…

How would “I” know?!?!?!?!!?! Those procedures can fool ANYONE these days!!!

(Chuckles) Well — you can ask my mother — she can tell you — I was born a girl…

Where’s the birth certificate?

(Bruh~~~~)

(Giggling to himself)

I have memories of myself as a little girl. I’m pretty sure I was born a girl. Yes. I was born a girl.

(Still giggling)

I don’t know why this is making you giggle?!?!!?!

Because… (can’t stop giggling)…

What if “I” wanted to transition to a MAN after we’re married?!?!?!

(Stunned)

What if…?!?!?!?! Babe — what if?!?!?!?!?!?!

(Slow blinking)…

Well…?

(Slow blinking)…

Oh my god — you can’t accept it?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I haven’t said that. I didn’t say that at all — don’t put those words in my mouth, even in a fictional blog…

Well… what is your answer?

I have to think about it…

What’s there to think about?

YOU took some time to think when I asked you this question!

Okay? And… so… how much longer do you need to think?

Just give me a minute! I need to really think about this…

Okay… (One minute)…

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Honestly — I think I would stay married to you… but I might ask you… well… just because… you know… culturally… can we keep it between us only? Can you still dress like a woman when we’re out and about? Can you still — be feminine — when we’re meeting my parents? But behind closed doors, at home, you wanna just be a guy around the house — okay. That’s okay… I’ll still love you… I will… but… I think that… it’s gonna be hard… like, in public — even incognito — I don’t know… I just… yeah, maybe that’s where I sit with that…

Oh? Interesting…

Interesting?

Yeah… I mean… well… how would we make love?

(Chuckles)

You’d be okay with us making love… like that… behind closed doors?

(Big sighs)… (Really thinking about this)…

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Maybe I’ll pleasure you — but you don’t need to pleasure me at all. I’m good — I don’t need you to try to pleasure me. I’ll just focus on pleasuring you.

(LOL) What?!?!?!?!?!!?

Yeah… I think that would be… where I’d be comfortable…

Really?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!

I guess so?!?! I mean, if you really wanted to do it — if you really want a sex change one day… that’s how I’d support you. I’ll never divorce you. We’re still married — we’re still Soul Mates — doesn’t matter what gender. Yes. I kind of agree — I’ll be bi for you, only you.

(Giggling)

See?!?!!? DO YOU SEE WHY I WAS GIGGLING?!?!?!?!!?!?!

Yeah, I don’t know why it’s making me giggle!!!

Is this love? Is this real and true Soul Mate love?! Is that what this is!?!?!?!?!

(Shrugs shoulders) I don’t know… I don’t know if we can say that this is love for other people… maybe this is just us… maybe we’re the only two people in the world who see love this way… I don’t know…

(Smiles)

I love you so much…

Me too… I love you too…

xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxo