Hey Babyyyyyyy… how was your day today?
(Smiles) It was alright… spent most of it missing you…
Awww… really!?
(Chuckles) Yes… of course!!!
I missed you today too…
I really needed a nap in the afternoon.
Oh?
Yeah, my brain felt kind of overloaded… it’s okay, I think I will get used to it…
Did you wear my ring?
(Nodding) Yes… I wore your ring…
How did that feel?
At first, I wasn’t really used to it… but then, by the end of the day, I was glad that I wore it.
(BIG SMILES)… Did anyone… react in any weird way or anything about it?
(Shaking head) Nope… there was nothing weird about wearing it. Actually it felt like the most natural, matter-of-fact thing for me to do…
Are you going to keep wearing it?
To classes on campus, yes…
What about at work?
I haven’t decided yet… I still think, no…
Why not?!?!!
It’s still too big of a rock to wear to work… I just think it’ll get dirty, it’ll get knocked around…
I would rather if you wore it to work, too…
Maybe I’ll experiment with it some days… I’m not going to say every work day… yet…
What kind of days are you thinking…
Maybe… Thursday nights? Whenever I have those kinds of shifts?
Oh? Thursday nights?
Yeah… maybe just for an evening shift… I might wear it… I don’t know…
Why?
Well — because… I don’t know, something about night-time energies?
(Nodding)… Okay…
It’s okay?
Well — it’s okay FOR NOW — of course I want to do something about it… I’m just planning my timing…
What are you planning?
(Grinning) It’s a surprise…!
LOL… okay…
Anything else that you can tell me about today?
Well… I’m gonna get a new laptop…
Oh?
Yeah — but my brother is helping me with that. I messaged him about it already…
Oh…
Yeah — Actually I message my brother in class about a lot of things… he’s always just one text message away…
He is?! You’re not interrupting him at work?!
(Shaking head) Evidently not?! He’s pretty chill about it…
That’s cool…
Yeah… so actually, if I feel lonely in class — I just message my brother. And he helps me understand the topics, too… he’s already working in the industry. He’s like my private tutor.
(Chuckles) That’s good…
Yeah. I’m glad I have my older brother… and your ring… it makes me feel very comfortable in the environment that I’m learning in…
What happened to your other classmates? The OG’s?!?!!?
(Sigh)… There’s not many familiar faces at all, actually…
Oh? That’s unexpected…
Yeah… but… there’s one new face…
One new face?
Well… there’s a… seemingly trans girl… who seemingly looks kinda like… Selena Gomez?!
(Chuckles) A seemingly trans girl who looks kinda like SELENA GOMEZ?! One of your FAVOURITE celebrities?!?!?!!?!?
(Giggles) Yeah… and she sat next to me! I’m just in between her and a wall… but… I haven’t dared tell her yet, “Did you know you really look like Selena Gomez?!” I don’t know, I don’t want to seem WEIRD…
(Laughing) I don’t think it would be weird, but yeah I guess you don’t have to go out of your way to mention it… maybe she gets that a lot? Maybe that’s the look she’s going for?!
I don’t know, babe… but yeah… I’m just trying to be chill and unassuming… I’m just trying to stay awake during class and not draw any attention to myself, mostly…
(Chuckles) So it’s just you and “Selena Gomez” are the only girls in class?!
(Shaking head) No… there are others but… I’m comfortable sitting in between “Selena Gomez” and the wall — it’s a very comfortable corner in class for me.
(Big sighs of relief) Okay then. If you’re comfortable next to “Selena Gomez” and the wall, I guess that’s a good thing.
Yes, darling, it’s a very good thing.
And you’ve got your brother… just one text away… and you’ve got my ring…
(Nodding) Yes… actually, there’s not really anything to be nervous or worried about even without those things…
Yeah? You think so?
(Nodding) Yeah… all the rest of my classmates, they’re really chill, it’s not a big deal…
Oh I see…
Mmm-hmmm…
(Side-eyeing)… (Thinking)…
What is it?
Well… I’m curious…
What are you curious about?
Are you all getting like… “military grade”… kind of… training…?!
(Chuckles)… Even if we were, darling… do you think I would tell you on a public blog, like this!?!?!!?!?!?!?!
(Jaw drops… not sure what his expression is right now, actually)… (Shaking his head in shock?!?!?!)… Hmm… so… umm… I’m married to… an… Australian… who is… potentially… could be… one day…
(LOL) No, darling. Like I said, my goal is Corporate. It’s not those other paths…
Really?
(Nodding) — FOR SURE. WITH 1000% CERTAINTY. Those other paths aren’t for me.
But your education — your training — it’s possible?
What are you asking?
Like — is there anyone in your class that, is doing the same education, but then — later on — if they wanted to…
That’s a possibility at any point in time for any Australian citizen, it’s got nothing to do with the education that I’m getting…
Really?!?! (Kind of… not believing this…)
Yes… well… technically… I suppose? And… well… I don’t even know, actually… I don’t really know for sure…
What do you mean?!
It’s only been Day One! How would I know anything?!?!!
This is like really vague answers that you’re giving me and I feel like we’re going in circles…
(Chuckles)… Maybe, just maybe my darling — now you know how it MIGHT feel — to be a… the spouse... of someone… like in Severance, you know what I mean?
(Gasp) — Your class is like SEVERANCE?!?!?!!?!
(Laughing) — Yeah… sort of… I mean… it’s probably easiest to use that TV show as a metaphor for most people to get it…
But how can you message your brother in the middle of it?! Isn’t that breaking the Severance?!!?
(Chuckles)… because this is a FICTIONAL BLOG! I can make up whatever details or exaggerations that I want… in “this world” — my classes are like Severance — but simultaneously — I can message my brother about it…
Oh, I see…
Yes… because… maybe… my brother is already also working in… something like Severance, as well?
(Chuckling) — I KNOW THIS IS FICTION.
(LOLOLOLOL)… it’s all very dramatic… we’re like… building up to something…
Yes… My Love… I can feel your energies shifting… what is it?!?! Why is this happening?!?!
(Deep breaths) I’m not sure either… I think that… I’m still finding my bearings…
Finding your bearings?
Yeah… because… it’s only Day One… of this new semester… I think that by next week, even, I’ll be more relaxed. I’ll be way more chill about everything… I probably won’t even write about this anymore… I’ll just write about all my other daily life things…
You keep using that word, “Chill” —
Yeah… that’s a professional, isn’t it? Just keep it chill… no need to draw attention to anything…
(Wide-eyed) Oh… I see how this is…
(Chuckles) Keepin’ it chill, baby… (Smiles, biting lips)…
Well… you’re kind of like a… hypnotic… I don’t know what it is… I’m being sucked in…?!?!?!
(Laughing) What are YOU talking about?!?!!?
I don’t know… (arms reaching out, walking towards her, about to hug her)… it’s like, I just can’t resist it… you’re FORCING ME to want to HUG YOU and KISS YOU… and… I just, I just, I can’t HELP IT… I’M BEING PUT UNDER A HYPNOTIC SPELL OR SOMETHING!!! IT’S LIKE A CONSPIRACY!!! FROM THE AUS GOVERNMENT OR SOMETHING?!?! THEY’RE ENTRAPPING ME WITH YOUR BEAUTY!!!!!!!!!!
(ROFLMAO)~~~~~~~~~~~
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