You already got footage of the pap walks?
“I” didn’t “get the footage”… Instagram just shows them to me?
(Chuckles) But you’re not even following that many accounts, you have to refresh your explore page to get suggested it?
Yeah… it kind of just comes to me intuitively. Usually I’m just going about my day, and then all of a sudden I’ll have a feeling… and then I open up Insta and I refresh and I see, “Ahh, there it is…” — the edits are FAST! And in real time?!?!!?
(Smiling) And you just wrote a poem tonight?
Yes… poetry is back… (smirk)
What do you think about before you write them?
(Chuckles) You…
Of course, it’s about me… but… I’m wondering… what are you visualizing…?
I’m visualizing what the poem is about…
Can you be… a little more specific?
Sometimes I’m also visualizing with a vibrator…
(Surprised — delighted?! — chuckles) Hmmm… but… are there any visualisations with my characters?
Which ones are you most worried about?
Well — I’m wondering if you visualize about The Elf.
(Smiling) I did tonight…
You did?!!?!?!?!!?! (Kind of excited)
Why?
I don’t mind you visualizing about The Elf.
WHY?!?!!?
Well — sometimes I feel like The Elf inside… that’s an authentic part of me as well.
I know… that’s why I was visualizing that tonight.
I thought you weren’t as attracted to The Elf?
In the past… yeah… I wasn’t?! I’m not sure?! Maybe I didn’t give myself that chance to explore?! Tonight… mmm… it happened…
(He’s SO excited)… !!!! (Biting down on his own knuckles with excitement) !!!
The Elf isn’t like what perhaps — readers — might visualize… when thinking of an Elf…
(Laughing) No… HE IS NOT… I don’t show them… THE REAL ELF…
Yeah… tonight, The Elf was strong…
Oh? How strong?
He had very strong arms, that Elf…
(Sheepish smiles)
I could lean on him… he wasn’t “manly” but he was a Masculine Elf…
What do you mean by “not manly”…
He wasn’t a Human Man. He was an Elf. But he was a Masculine Elf…
(Chuckles) Why wasn’t he a human man?
Maybe I wasn’t a human Woman, as well?
You weren’t?! This is a surprise to me!!!
Maybe I have an Inner Elf too… maybe… it was a love-making night of My Elf and Your Elf…
(Smiles)
You know which one?
(Nodding)
You do…
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