I’m not even Korean.
No, darling, you are not… it’s all fiction… all part of my fictional narratives…
I could be Japanese.
You could be. You could be a Japanese genre star. Perhaps that is the Real Truth and I’ve been using “Korea” as a ruse.
But I’m definitely Asian.
Yes… we can acknowledge you are Asian. My boyfriend, my husband — is an Asian man. And I am an Asian woman. That’s real.
But I could be Japanese… or some other Asian nationality.
Yes, you could be…
You might not even be a musician?! What if this whole time you’ve been an artist?! A graphic designer or a graffiti sprayer?!! Or a street performer?!
I don’t think they have millions and millions and millions of Instagram followers…
But what if you don’t?! What if I made that up as well? Maybe you’re just a “generally successful” artist from a rich family and THAT’S why I keep talking about you on this blog as if you have a lot of money…
(Chuckling)
Who’s to say that you’re even male?
Oh? I’m not MALE?! You keep talking about masculinity.
Yeah…? So…? It’s all fiction. What do they truly know about me in real life? They don’t.
So I could be… not male… and I could be… Japanese… And I could be… well — still assuming — I have millions of followers on Instagram because then it makes sense with all the talk about fans…
It doesn’t even have to make sense. Each post — each piece of writing on this blog — it’s intended as its own piece. It doesn’t need to form a thread of a narrative at all. Perhaps it is only the Reader who keeps everything they’ve read in mind, and are weaving that narrative themselves.
Perhaps, each piece — is a fictional short story on its own. Even the Poems2No1. Perhaps…
Perhaps?
Well, I’ll tell YOU in REAL LIFE when I see you… how I was really feeling when I wrote it… but I don’t need to explain myself, as a writer, to anyone. I don’t feel that it’s necessary. The writing exists as it does. And a reader is welcome to read it. (18+ readers as the side-bar warns)…
Doesn’t matter what has been written. I still miss you every day. I love you.
I love you too… and I miss you too, that’s why I keep writing… and even if I’m too busy to write — I’m still missing you and loving you.
Same…
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