What can you see in those pap walks?
Your eyes… you channelled right through those cameras…
Oh? I did?
Yes… there’s a shift… a total change…
What change?
You’re sending ME a personal message!!!
You know, some people mind simply read this and think you’re delulu…
(Laughing)
How can you tell?
If I spell it out, others might start pointing it out as well…
So you don’t want to write about it on the blog?
Not really… I don’t think I want to write about it. Maybe I’ll tell you face to face one day. But yes, tonight I could definitely tell… There’s a huge difference…
Almost like a… Marilyn Monroe effect?
Almost… but a personalised one…
Personalised?!
You sent me a message. I got it.
(Smiles)
Do you see it, too!? When you look back at the footage yourself?
(Nodding) I mean, I know what I’m doing in that moment. I know my own intentions. But when I look at the playback, I see it as well — I can see how, others might be able to pick it up… one day… and draw some red circles all over my face, trying to point it out…
There’s a biological manifestation but then there’s also an energetic manifestation… I don’t think they can draw red circles around the energetic manifestation.
You don’t?
No. I think that’s just between us. It’s really, really only just between us. Not even A.I. would know…
(Smiles) Just between us.
There’s a direct feeling I get in my heart… like cupid’s arrow being shot… when you energetically “pierce” through like that…
Do you think… my fans are thinking… I’m piercing through to them?
Probably?! Maybe it’s all just lust?! Maybe you’re just being super sexy and I’m having a biological reaction like everybody else?!?!!?!
(LOL)… I wasn’t trying to be sexy… I was only trying to reach you…
I know. I can feel the “I Love You” — it’s in your eyes. The “I Love You” —
It’s ALWAYS an “I Love You” — I’m not sure that there’s any difference at all?
Well… tonight was an intentional “I Love You” — I felt that difference, for sure…
Do you think… I can’t overdo it? Like I need to just save it for special moments? Or even… crisis moments?
I’m not sure… What do you prefer?
I would… love to SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS — I LOVE YOU!!! Grab every reporter, every camera, be like Tom Cruise on Oprah’s couch, “THIS IS MY WOMAN AND I LOVE HER!!!”
(Smiling) Yeah… you can’t do that…
So then, I’ll just go with the flow… maybe I won’t do it every time… but I want to honour my own feelings… if I feel like channelling this through — intentionally — I will.
Okay… yea… I mean, I’m not your staff. If they get any feedback… whatever results from their algorithms… that’s between you and your staff. I don’t want to be a part of those… “strategy meetings” —
(Nodding) (Accepting an inevitability)…
If it’s better… if the audience receives it as something “even better” then you’ll be permitted to keep doing it… perhaps even more consistently… but if it’s not… if people are like, “There’s something so WEIRD and CREEPY about his expressions these days!” — Then you’ll have to stop doing it…
What if it’s only a few trolls who are saying that, though?! It’s not even the majority of fans?
Then… maybe that is between you and your staff as well. I don’t think I can help you decide on these matters…
All I can say is — I was fine as well, when you didn’t do anything intentionally at all. And when you do — it touches my heart. That’s my experience from my perspective. That’s what you and everybody else gets to know, on this blog…
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