Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

What’s WRONG my BAYYYBYYYYY??!?!?!

Nothing. I mean, I’m fine. I think it’ post-nasal drip.

Post-nasal drip?

Well… I can feel it. My nose is a bit blocked, there’s some inflammation kind of thing going on, and it’s causing a post-nasal drip, and then that drip is causing a dry cough. It’s not very pleasant when lying down. You wouldn’t want to be lying next to me right now.

You don’t know what I really want!

I was coughing a lot — dry cough — so I just got up. I’m here again. At the laptop. Thinking about whether or not there are any metaphysical meanings to discuss. Not biological, not scientific…

Metaphysical meanings?

Yeah, you know how, for example, they say “back ache means you’re worrying about money” — that kind of thing.

Back ache means that I’m worrying about money?!

Maybe. Maybe not… one particular author, Louise L. Hay had a book that you could look up the meanings… I’m sure there’s a few websites out there as well. I’m not actually googling any of this as I am typing. Also, I don’t always agree with her explanations.

You want to discuss the metaphysical meanings from your perspective. I love this blog! It’s always your perspective, nobody else’s. It’s your imagination of your perspective. So what is your perspective?

My perspective is… I think my body is adjusting to a new reality. Emotionally, there’s been a lot to process, and these physical symptoms are, well, symptoms — of that. It’s not like I have a fever — I do not. I am perfectly fine in that sense. There’s no immediate danger to my physical body. There’s no immediate, risk? I don’t know. I mean like, well, I don’t need to take Panadol or anything like that. It’s really not to that extreme. But it is an uncomfortable post-nasal drip. Sometimes it’s caused by allergies, sometimes it’s caused by a change of weather, sometimes it is just a “small bug” — not a big bug — just a small bacterial or viral infection, whatever it is. And my body is reacting, but will soon also defeat it. I’m probably already vaccinated for whatever this is.

I am feeling the main “attack” between the bacteria and my cells around the throat. The throat area is very sensitive right now. Throat and upper chest. It’s… Throat Chakra? Heart Chakra?

It’s hard. It is really hard to live my life — not being able to “speak my Truth” — as I have been conditioned to do. As a Kundalini yoga teacher — “Sat Nam” — it is a greeting amongst us. “I am Truth” or “Truth is my essence” or “My Truth is Your Truth” — there’s a lot of emphasis on Truth, in its purest form.

If I don’t live my life with Sat Nam — I also, start to, kind of, feel a little bit lost. I start to feel a little off-balance. I start to wonder… where my main train tracks are.

Do you feel that I am living my Truth?

Yes. I honestly do. And I’m loving it. And not many people see this — neither would they have to. There is a Truth to how you carry yourself in everything that you choose to do or not do. Even as the characters. It’s your Soul — you can’t shake it off. It’s your imprint. Your aura. It’s there.

I don’t think fans have anything to do with it. They haven’t experienced “The Real You” — so it doesn’t make sense. It’s for people who have crossed paths with “The Real You” — there’s a difference there. Friends, family, even co-workers — they experience that side of you. And they know there’s a difference, too. We can all feel it, the same way my co-workers probably feel that way if they ever stumble upon my other online content.

They’re probably like, “Ummm… who is THIS?! LOL… That’s NOT the person we work with at all!” — I’m having fun. I’m playing a character. I tried to make the character “authentic” but she’s… she’s more obnoxious than the real me.

Yes. She’s way more obnoxious. I noticed this recently.

(LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL)

So yeah… that’s me… and my characters… I guess I have them as well. I didn’t really think about it. I guess there is also a “Tarot Reading” character. She’s a lot of fun. She freaks some people out, sometimes — too accurate. Don’t go there. Let’s not. Especially not political readings — psychic block. I’ve purposefully put up a psychic block for political readings. I know nothing. I don’t want to know. It’s not me to go down that rabbit hole.

I think you’re going to change your mind about that one day… I mean, it’s possible.

Yes, it’s possible. But that’ll be many years later in the future. When I’m even more mature than I am right now. And I don’t feel that mature, but I do feel more mature — compared to early 2000’s… I’m still… kinda… figuring it all out.

That’s not a bad phase to be in, “figuring it all out” — I wish I could say the same thing about me.

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International Friends: Okay the BOLD and the normal font is SO MUCH BETTER than the italics! Then it just looks like a normal magazine interview… Oh my god. PLEASE STOP USING THE ITALICS, YOU’RE FREAKING US OUT!!!