He doesn’t really need the “Kama Sutra” or stuff like that — that’s a bit too out there for him. He just wants to be with you. It doesn’t need to be “spicy” like that. It can just be normal and regular…
Monotonous?
Monotony? Monogamy. His English isn’t that good. He’s an Asian guy.
(Laughing)
As if he just, wipes his brain of all the other languages…
Sort of. Yes… he’s not as confident with English. The English confidence, is mostly, the Blonde Dude…
Why does he get to be good at English?
Because he’s the surfer guy. He’s good at everything. He’s Mr Sunshine. Everyone loves that guy.
Oh… I see… perhaps I should friendzone the Blonde Dude?
Yes. Anu would prefer that.
Oh… okay.
Blonde Dude is kind of a mirage as well. He’s not quite a shell, but he’s also just… a prop.
Mmmm… I think I get it…
He’s the entire masquerade.
Yeah. He is…
He loves his fans. That’s genuine. Blonde Dude genuinely loves his fans.
Yes.
Anu appreciates the fans.
Good.
Anu is still grateful for the fans.
As he should.
Blonde Dude is Asexual.
(Laughing)…
He really is, because he doesn’t really exist.
That’s fine…
Anu wants a family, too. Anu would like to have kids. He was never allowed to speak, back then, about this.
Oh? That’s NEW information… Does he have a level of maturity? Given the circumstances?
Yes. Anu wants a family too. He keeps wanting to let you know, he wants a family, too. He wants kids.
But I’m really old now. It just might not happen.
Then he’s alright, he can accept it. It’ll make everyone else happy… but if you do fall pregnant… naturally… miraculously… if there were no other interventions… Anu will fight to let you keep the babies. Anu will raise them with you. Anu will be the Provider. Anu is the good husband.
That’ll be very comforting to hear it from him, face to face.
(Smiling) Anu wants to kiss you, but he’s shy.
Um… we haven’t kissed?
No… you kissed the trainwreck. The trainwreck was your “1000% better kisser!” — It’s so embarrassing! How is Anu going to top that?!?!?!
(Cackling…) Oh my god… I don’t know. Maybe it’ll feel different, now that we’re middle-aged millennials…
Anu can be gentle if you need him to be gentle.
Okay… good? Start off gentle…
But I think, he’s figuring it out… he’s figuring you out… you want it… gentle to start off with… and then…
Yup.
Anu can do that.
He can?!
Yes. He has more confidence now.
(Biting my lip)… hit me hard and soft, Anu.
…
Anu is me. The real me. When I’m sober. Completely clean.
Ahh… I see…
Right now, he’s an aspiration. We’re almost there. But we’re not there yet.
Okay…
It’s going to take time, but not as long as you think.
MMmmHMmm…
We’re gonna clean up, and then, we’ll be here.
…
Will the sobriety affect the Stage Bodies?
No.
Who is that? Now…? The one who looks like Anu on stage?
LOL… that’s just… Chad…
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA…
Chad?!?!?!?!?!
Yeah. He’s just a… random lad…
(Still laughing out loud)…
Chad’s like, the kind of guy who went to international school, rich family’s kid. Confident. Generally decent. Asexual as well… just a shell, on a stage. A shell for the Voice.
I see… well… Chad has a lot of fans as well.
He has no emotions about that. He’s like an A.I.
(LOL)…
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