What? Why the sudden sadness? Weren’t we just having a happiness conversation?
(Sigh)… because… you… don’t want to show me… the Real You… until after… we are married… … … … … …
(Weird… facial expression)… You weren’t supposed to figure that out…
I’m psychic! 😛
LOL… Oh well… is that such a bad thing?
Sort of… I mean… *BIG SIGH*…
Wow. A big sigh… I don’t think I’m going to change my mind. I love you. I want you. I want to marry you. I don’t want you to see me yet… until we’re married. I wouldn’t feel “safe” to reveal my True Self to you. I just wouldn’t.
Mmm… I know… so… that’s why… I’m feeling… like this… and I need… a bit of time… to process…
Okay. I can give you that. Take your time… I’m not even in Australia right now anyway. Take your time to think about it…
…
That means, before the wedding… it’s all “lust”… it’s not “love”… in those moments.
What do you mean? It’s FULL of LOVE. It’s LOVE MAKING.
(Shaking my head)… not for me… it’s a love mirage…
(Wide-eyed) Are we about to start a fight again?!!?!?!?!?!?! IT’S LOVE.
It’s not… because… you’re not being… authentically you…
(Deep breaths… trying to make sense of it)… I really don’t think I’m going to change my mind about this.
I know you won’t… so let me take my time to process it…
(Big sighs)… take your time…
…
Promise me…?
What?
Wedding night… authentic you… The Big Reveal…
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA… No. I’m not promising this.
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