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Your New Look

Yes, darling, very attractive…

I am not as swept up as I used to be, before my recent awareness…

So, I just see it, I appreciate it… but it’s not quite the same… I’m not as mesmerized by “The Character”… I feel like… that is the Mirage…

Very wholesome.

Ummm… isn’t that your real eye colour?

I’m suddenly remembering…

And the jewellery… I am not going to type out what I am thinking about it… Not on a public blog…

These are all reminders of conversations years ago…

It’s not the me now, though…

You still remember… I barely remember…

What is wrong with my brain?

Did I meditate so much that I entered a different timeline?

Why do I get the feeling that you’re purposely bulking up?

You’re about to be a more “macho” man?

It’s like you’re taking in more protein or something.

Turning into a Gym Bro?!

I don’t know who or what influenced this…

One thing I noticed is that you look genuinely more at ease. Happier.

There is a lightness of being.

I’m not going to explain on this blog, how I know that you can be in two places at once simultaneously, but you can…

I know this. You don’t need to worry — I know it. I know about it. Yes… (Eyerolling)… I know… LOL…

Was I supposed to have bought myself a ring and worn it as my promise to you?

I have hairy knuckles.

I don’t like wearing rings.

I’m not good at wearing rings. It feels constricting. And I’d have to wax my knuckles to feel more comfortable looking down at my hands.

Would I wear necklaces? Not really…

I do wear earrings.

I’m listening

I have a 3rd hole… in my ears…

If you want me to have a permanent stud — just for you. That’s fine. That’s MY equivalent of a wedding or engagement ring. That one, I can do.

It just needs to be a good quality amount of gold or platinum, cos if I’m going to keep it in, I’ll probably shower with it on or something so then I don’t forget it?! (LOL)

And it needs to be able to go with everything… maybe it needs to have a diamond?

HAHAHAHAHAHAH…

So it sits on top of the other hole on the left ear.

So I still need the normal holes in both ears for normal accessorising of earrings.

But I can give you that other hole… HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA….

So then I don’t forget it. I’ll remember it every morning and every night when I take it off and put it on. “Okay, this earring. The one for the 3rd hole. That’s my Soul Mate’s…”

The significance.

The daily reminder… so I don’t forget it.