(Draft from this morning… I wrote this in my notes before work)…
You told me you knew how to travel through time. You could astral project…
I didn’t believe you at the time. We were so young, but you were an old soul.
I learned about this more, through Kundalini… I get it now. I didn’t, back then…
I was a little afraid. You were so “out there” sometimes with your thoughts.
Now I know. Now I’m not surprised… I’m more worried, now, that I’ll speak on things that are “too dark” for you? You don’t wanna go there yet…
Satanic? LOL not to that extreme… but I’m thinking deeper thoughts. I’m a millennial woman. I’ve seen some rough patches in this world. A lot more than that Melbourne little girl…
Not jaded… Just more adult. Just… some grey Truths… this world and all its chaos.
In a way, I can see now, those topics were like hobbies for you. It didn’t have that much weight. Like me and astrology. Just a fun topic, it’s not a big deal…
Well, there are other big deals. There are other difficulties that humans go through in their day to day…
I sit with these thoughts. It’s not all sunshine and rainbows…
Maybe sometimes, I’ll suddenly have a serious look on my face and it’s not even the default “resting bitch” — you can sense it. There’s something more serious…
But it could be these types of thoughts. Just suddenly thinking about it… just suddenly sitting with it… it’s not easy. I haven’t finished processing…
The other traumas in this world.
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