Virgo Sun Pisces Moon

I remember your eyes now…

You had the “flower” patterns — I do, too. That’s why we’re sometimes so similar.

You had something about your pupils that freaked me out.

Pupils do dilate when they’re viewing someone they’re attracted to.

“Dilation may also be related to the biological need to reproduce” — heathline.com

“Women who prefer nice guys are drawn to medium sized pupils, while those drawn to larger pupils have a penchant for bad boys”

Aren’t you a bit of both?

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The teacher didn’t tell us that much. “You can use your intuition when interpreting emotional iridology, just look at it and see what comes through…”

So I didn’t have that much time that day. We didn’t take a proper photo.

It was an initial reaction — an inexperienced reaction.

I’m not “afraid” of those signs now…

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My dog is a little psycho. If his previous owner had surrendered him to RSPCA he probably would’ve been immediately put down… I’ve tamed the little beast to the best of my abilities. It takes a lot of patience and space giving.

We had some professional help too, this year. I paid for a dog behaviourist to come and give us some exercises, which we’ve been doing. At least it helped enough that I could administer some eye drops and he could stay still just long enough to let me do that to him.

Then we had more issues with the ears, and reoccurring ear infections… but it’s all clear now.

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What freaked me out about the flower pattern was, in my inexperienced mind, I was thinking, “How can two flowers be together?! They will ruin each other! A flower needs a Stream. A flower needs a Stream. He’s not a Stream. He won’t be good for me!”

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What I know now…

Flowers are the most adaptable of the emotional iridology archetypes. As flowers age, mature, gain wisdom and experience, they can “adapt” themselves to temporarily embody a Stream.

When I’m being a “flower” at its worst — you need to be my Stream. And vice versa.

That’s how it’s gonna work.

Not the rough waters of a stream on a windy day. The calmed down stream. The water is still as a lake, type of stream. You can hold the space for the flower to have their moment.

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The pupils? We were outdoors. It wasn’t fair. There were physical, physics, reactions. Your eyes are sensitive to light. Especially outdoors, natural light. It’s not enough of a sign to add to a legitimate freak out. 1 or 2 mm difference? That’s easily perturbed by natural light.

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The other signs — we had a friend with us. They made a joke.

I didn’t appreciate the joke at the time.

I’m still pissed off, annoyed at the joke. It’s not funny…

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How can I turn this around in my cognitive thoughts, now?

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It’s not your fault. You were born this way.

It doesn’t mean you’re not worthy in any sense.

Even the Iridology textbooks, didn’t have a chapter on what was going on, biologically. I have since read up other texts — more, optometry, less iridology. It’s just a biological presentation. It doesn’t have to mean anything.

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I want to see your eyes again. No sunglasses. No contact lenses.

I want to see the Flower Man.