This song reminds me of a time I can only vaguely remember.
Because maybe I had too much alcohol in my system.
It’s so hard to describe what’s going on in my mind when I try to “reach” for a memory.
It’s not quite like a computer opening up different files…
It’s a very clear image, in my mind’s eye. There are specific, small series of events… But there’s no “before” and there is no “after”…
And it doesn’t make sense. Why does this scene keep playing?
Exactly as it is. It’s not an imagination, it’s not a fantasy. There’s no twists or turns in the plot.
It is that scene — always, exactly the same.
But why? How? It wasn’t a dream?
It’s right there, but there’s not enough context.
How did we get there? I don’t know.
I guess the alcohol took the context away. I still don’t know for sure.
Virgo Sun Pisces Moon 